Still sitting here wondering why this happens to me.
I'm so sick of all this. every second I look back on my life its been the same old. I want someone to be there. I'm sick of being on my own. Crying tears for people who dont care. Hurts so bad. But its life. I see so many people in love. Holding hands. Kissing lips. Its something, I truley miss.
Love..have I ever been in it. Yes, but the feeling back. Nope. Friends FRIENDS FRIENDS..
tonite was not a good nite at all. He made me feel worthless. I'm starting to feel I'm nothing. The numbing is kicking in. My dreams are fading away in my eyes.
But my family and friends wake me up and I realize theres more to life....
I get back on track. then here u come again. its fricken argh. lol
Well the movie was alright. kind've corny. But Brooke made me laugh a few times. But I still wished u had been there. I saw ya, but then u just walked away. Like I was nothing. sort've invisible I'd say.
Its almost time for me to venture out of town. I can't wait.
<3Ash
I wish I could hold you just one time, to stare into those eyes.
I'd realize what i was here for.
Love..have I ever been in it. Yes, but the feeling back. Nope. Friends FRIENDS FRIENDS..
tonite was not a good nite at all. He made me feel worthless. I'm starting to feel I'm nothing. The numbing is kicking in. My dreams are fading away in my eyes.
But my family and friends wake me up and I realize theres more to life....
I get back on track. then here u come again. its fricken argh. lol
Well the movie was alright. kind've corny. But Brooke made me laugh a few times. But I still wished u had been there. I saw ya, but then u just walked away. Like I was nothing. sort've invisible I'd say.
Its almost time for me to venture out of town. I can't wait.
<3Ash
I wish I could hold you just one time, to stare into those eyes.
I'd realize what i was here for.