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SB'07 UPDATE OMG!!!&$*?!
spring break was really nice, overall. i've been having a lot of fun being around the people i'm around these days. it was amazing to get a break off from school, even though i'm pretty much done with school at this point. today was the first day all week i've gone to school so far.
rebel? you bet i am.
new york was amazing, as new yorks often are. every time i've been there i have found a ton of new things to get excited about.
wicked was the best thing i've ever SEEN. yeah! i got a tshirt that says "defy gravity" on it. because i'm a loser.
new jersey was boring. but i saw meet the robinsons, which made my life.
uhh. molly and i fought and made up, i was a jerk, i done did her wrong and you know i was regrettin it darlin. you know i'd never wanna do you wrong baby cakes. you know i luuuv you honey biscuit. anyway..
i need to stop taking such wonderful people for granted.
and i need to stop searching for flaws in everyone i meet.
i, in fact, need to start appreciating the flaws of those i love, because flaws are what make us who we are.
i hate money and i hate that the world revolves around money and i hate that we all have to spend our entire lives in search of money and i hate that it's an ongoing cycle of earning money, spending it, and then working to earn it again, on and on and on forever.
but i also really want money. having a 20 in my wallet turns me on. i'm obsessed with clothes and to obtain clothes one must have money. money is green and money has a particular smell and this one time in 8th grade i held a $100 bill for the first time ever and i felt this sudden surge of power and heat run through my body and i wanted to take the $100 bill and run away to someplace far and spend it all, but you know i didn't. because the owner of the $100 bill was large and scary and did drugs. also because really i'm just a scaredy cat, and i heard someone say once that for someone so small i stand my ground pretty well and it's not really true, i'm always trembling on the inside and i'm always running away from everything i'm afraid of. i'm always losing people and i'm always missing out on what's important in life because i'm too afraid to experience it.
and then there was you, and you were great and you were special and all but i mean nothing lasts forever and our time just happened to be far shorter than other times, which happens to me a lot because i'm impulsive and emotional and i do whatever i want without stopping to think about it first. but you know i still think about how great you are, i tried to pull the part of my brain that thinks about you out my ear the other day but (un?)fortunately my brain is still whole.
i'll never be able to pay my bills when i'm older because i'm so irresponsible and forgetful and unreliable.
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spring break was really nice, overall. i've been having a lot of fun being around the people i'm around these days. it was amazing to get a break off from school, even though i'm pretty much done with school at this point. today was the first day all week i've gone to school so far.
rebel? you bet i am.
new york was amazing, as new yorks often are. every time i've been there i have found a ton of new things to get excited about.
wicked was the best thing i've ever SEEN. yeah! i got a tshirt that says "defy gravity" on it. because i'm a loser.
new jersey was boring. but i saw meet the robinsons, which made my life.
uhh. molly and i fought and made up, i was a jerk, i done did her wrong and you know i was regrettin it darlin. you know i'd never wanna do you wrong baby cakes. you know i luuuv you honey biscuit. anyway..
i need to stop taking such wonderful people for granted.
and i need to stop searching for flaws in everyone i meet.
i, in fact, need to start appreciating the flaws of those i love, because flaws are what make us who we are.
i hate money and i hate that the world revolves around money and i hate that we all have to spend our entire lives in search of money and i hate that it's an ongoing cycle of earning money, spending it, and then working to earn it again, on and on and on forever.
but i also really want money. having a 20 in my wallet turns me on. i'm obsessed with clothes and to obtain clothes one must have money. money is green and money has a particular smell and this one time in 8th grade i held a $100 bill for the first time ever and i felt this sudden surge of power and heat run through my body and i wanted to take the $100 bill and run away to someplace far and spend it all, but you know i didn't. because the owner of the $100 bill was large and scary and did drugs. also because really i'm just a scaredy cat, and i heard someone say once that for someone so small i stand my ground pretty well and it's not really true, i'm always trembling on the inside and i'm always running away from everything i'm afraid of. i'm always losing people and i'm always missing out on what's important in life because i'm too afraid to experience it.
and then there was you, and you were great and you were special and all but i mean nothing lasts forever and our time just happened to be far shorter than other times, which happens to me a lot because i'm impulsive and emotional and i do whatever i want without stopping to think about it first. but you know i still think about how great you are, i tried to pull the part of my brain that thinks about you out my ear the other day but (un?)fortunately my brain is still whole.
i'll never be able to pay my bills when i'm older because i'm so irresponsible and forgetful and unreliable.
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