*long time no see*
it's been a long time since I've been on HERE. i feel a bit odd. I've been living on my own now, and about after this weekend, it'll be official that I'm out on my own. I like it alot. I heard alot of people miss me, which is great, i love you all, except for the idiots that I'm glad I'm away from. the apt is great so please stop by if you want to. I've been more or so sad and happy lately mixed all together. I hate it so much. It's the worst feeling in the world to know you're happy but you're killing each other on the inside. or should I say killing yourself on the inside, I'm sure the feeling isn't mutual. I miss you guys, especially aileen and the kitten, so stop by some time. I have a doctors appt tomorrow for bloodwork because they think I may have diabetes. I'm scared, but I'm not as worried as I should be I think. but anyways. I can't stand it, livejournal is the only thing on my computer that works. LOVE = SADNESS + PAIN