crap
im an idiot. ok so nick showed back up last nite. i want him to take me to prom. it was "dirty work wednesday" on z104... so i had them ask him to prom for me.. his mom answered and they put him out there on the lack of finances shit. i don't care, i'd pay for it.... I REALLY REALLY CARE. i almost cried when i saw him last night after not hearin from him in nearly two weeks. i gota job at sonic. annas drama sucks, wonder how kristin is.. oh wait no i don't crazy bitches DONT FLIP ON ME! i miss my megan really really and she needs to get her ass in school!! i met this guy all was cool til he started remindin me of "dad" i wound up tellin him i never wanted to talk to him again... ever. im soo mean. im supposed to go with shane to a wedding soon... i need to tell nick, he's gotta promise not to dissappear without warning anymore, i was a nervous wreck. im glad he did it tho cuz now i know how much i care and thaty he really cares cuz he did it to get his shit together... for ME.girls are stupid. heather ellis is a damn bitch. she thinks shes the god damn queen of this fucking world. i love my used to be lil miss...