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i haven't updated this thing in about a year, but that goes without saying. i still keep up with everyone's journals, although a comment from me is as rare as a day without complaint. anyway.
life has been very random for me this past year. i've met a lot of new faces, but only a few have chosen to stay close. that fact saddens me sometimes, but when things seem to be too extreme i sit and tell myself "you can't win them all" and keep on going. or maybe it was all my doing and i should say "you knew it was going to be this way" and accept the reality of things instead.
bryan is still around. we take care of each other. try to keep each other sane to the best of our abilities, eventhough that doesn't always happen. we're like an old married couple or something. sometimes knowing that bothers me, but other times i try to ignore any negative thoughts and fully enjoy his company. those, i have to say, are the best days.
and i'm moving back to belton in about two weeks, so these days are soon ending. and because of that i am really nervous.
and when i move back to belton, i'll no longer have that somebody to look forward to. and because of that, i am completely terrified. oh well, i "knew it was going to be this way."
situations have changed, but i haven't. who you are is who you will stay, and there is absolutely nothing that can change that.
life has been very random for me this past year. i've met a lot of new faces, but only a few have chosen to stay close. that fact saddens me sometimes, but when things seem to be too extreme i sit and tell myself "you can't win them all" and keep on going. or maybe it was all my doing and i should say "you knew it was going to be this way" and accept the reality of things instead.
bryan is still around. we take care of each other. try to keep each other sane to the best of our abilities, eventhough that doesn't always happen. we're like an old married couple or something. sometimes knowing that bothers me, but other times i try to ignore any negative thoughts and fully enjoy his company. those, i have to say, are the best days.
and i'm moving back to belton in about two weeks, so these days are soon ending. and because of that i am really nervous.
and when i move back to belton, i'll no longer have that somebody to look forward to. and because of that, i am completely terrified. oh well, i "knew it was going to be this way."
situations have changed, but i haven't. who you are is who you will stay, and there is absolutely nothing that can change that.