My abuser really led me to believe that I was a bad kisser. He essentially used this excuse to control me into having sex/everything on his terms. It's been over half of a year since we broke up, but I still was really hung up on the fact that I was a 'bad kisser'. I had a few crushes and even some potential boyfriends, but I was still too scared to kiss anyone.
A couple of weeks ago, a cute friend of a friend started chatting me up at a bar. He seemed nice and funny, and suggested that we go outside to 'talk'. All of a sudden we were kissing and I didn't even care! I usually (read: always) get hung up on my insecurities, but kissing him and feeling confident about it was like a 1-up or something
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A couple of weeks ago, a cute friend of a friend started chatting me up at a bar. He seemed nice and funny, and suggested that we go outside to 'talk'. All of a sudden we were kissing and I didn't even care! I usually (read: always) get hung up on my insecurities, but kissing him and feeling confident about it was like a 1-up or something ( ... )
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