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today i had probation at 9AM. it went better than i thought. i figured i would get yelled at again for something i didn't do, go home crying, call my mom crying hysterically explaining what happened, and her getting pissed off and calling him and bitching at him. that's what usually happens every wednesday morning. but not today, he didn't accuse me of anything. he asked me what i wanted to do about school and if i wanted to go back and where. i told him i wanted to go to this play called Deer Run. it's where i can learn at my own pace and i don't have to do all of those stupid worksheets, projects, and all of those nonsense things teachers make you do. i think those things are so stupid. that's why i never did them. i just like learning the material in the book. doing it at the pace i like to do it. not spending a week or two on the same material. i don't feel i need to learn nouns for 2 weeks straight every day. you can teach me it one day, i master it that day, and i want to move on to something else. that's why i wanted to go to this school. plus, i only go to school for a half day, and they are going to try to get me an internship at a pediatrician's office the other half of the day and i will get paid and get credits for it. i think that's awesome. then he told me he got back my last 4 piss test results and they were all clean so i was off house arrest. ?? he never told me i was on house arrest? good thing he never came to my house. heh.
blah, blah, blah. . . enough about my schooling. makes me sad it's almost school time already. tonight i have my family counseling with my mom. i don't feel like i need family counseling. i did a couple years ago, but i'm content with my family now. i got over what my dad did to our family. plus, i don't like talking about it. every time i do, it makes me cry. i have to go though. court orders. funny how a lady that doesn't even know me or know how my family is or what the past was like thinks i need family counseling. yeah, whatever. . .
[EDIT] counseling was gay. i hate when she brings up my dad. i know she's just trying to help, but i don't like talking about him. it hurts too much. oh well. she's going to help me find a job though. that's a plus.[/EDIT]
blah, blah, blah. . . enough about my schooling. makes me sad it's almost school time already. tonight i have my family counseling with my mom. i don't feel like i need family counseling. i did a couple years ago, but i'm content with my family now. i got over what my dad did to our family. plus, i don't like talking about it. every time i do, it makes me cry. i have to go though. court orders. funny how a lady that doesn't even know me or know how my family is or what the past was like thinks i need family counseling. yeah, whatever. . .
[EDIT] counseling was gay. i hate when she brings up my dad. i know she's just trying to help, but i don't like talking about him. it hurts too much. oh well. she's going to help me find a job though. that's a plus.[/EDIT]