blah :(
today is my ex-boyfriend, tyler's, birthday. he's 19. today would have also been our 1 year anniversary. he was a great guy, but.. it just didn't work out. he tried to control me too much and tell i couldn't do certain things, but he was allowed to do them himself. i didn't quite understand that and it frustrated me. so i got rid of him :)
tonight i have my drug / alcohol class at 5:45. i really dread going to these things. they aren't that bad, but i really don't think i need to be in there. i was just told i had to go there by the judge. but on a good note, there are some cute guys in my class! hehe. we watched a video last week and my leader said we would be talking about it in my class i have today. i don't remember anything about it though. i guess that's not good. i have a really bad memory. ask me what i did yesterday, and i won't remember. that's how bad it is from drugs.
i've been messing around with the colors on my journal. i really can't find something i like. i'm trying to find overrides so i can spruce it up a little. but no one will help me out. :(