Why am I feeling like this?
I haven't got a fucking clue any more.
I don't want to go to university. I don't want to leave Aberdeen. I don't want to be here any more. I don't want to have to justify myself and my decisions to anyone because I haven't got a fucking clue what my justifications are any more.
My head is spinning, it's been a long time since I've felt like this and I kind of hoped I never would again.
Why am I feeling like this? I don't want any of this to happen. I just want it to be ten years ago when I didn't have to make decisions and I was happy. I don't want it to be now, and I don't want to leave Aberdeen.
I don't want to go to university. I don't want to leave Aberdeen. I don't want to be here any more. I don't want to have to justify myself and my decisions to anyone because I haven't got a fucking clue what my justifications are any more.
My head is spinning, it's been a long time since I've felt like this and I kind of hoped I never would again.
Why am I feeling like this? I don't want any of this to happen. I just want it to be ten years ago when I didn't have to make decisions and I was happy. I don't want it to be now, and I don't want to leave Aberdeen.