Shooting at the walls of heartache gives me a headache
I cannot seem to get over this cold. It's been, like, a week. Granted, MNF and I have been probably re-infecting each other over and over, but still! I had to walk over to the Institute to return a movie today, and I thought I was feeling much better, but that shit wore me out! I'm knackered, just from walking across campus. Oy.
I had to turn down the opportunity to spend July in SF at the summer sexuality institute, because I can't afford it. The Coordinator is so danged nice, when I emailed her to tell her that I couldn't accept because of financial difficulties, she wrote back telling me to keep up with all the "amazing work" I do, and signed it, "Big hugs." My gosh, that made me feel so much better about saying I couldn't go! Really!
I don't know what it is that I'm so excited for this weekend. I mean, nothing particularly special is happening, and finals week means nothing to me, as I have none. Maybe just the freedom that comes with other people not having things hanging over their heads? So they can hang out with me! Probably, though, MNF and I should be careful not to spend too much time together, once his time is freed up. I mean, we're pretty much together all the time now, even though he's got loads of work to do. If we did do that, we could get weirdly codependent and sick of each other and I know I get bitchy when I'm feeling that way. And he's too nice and would probably take it, and then I'd have to feel bad.
Tomorrow is EDS's birthday, and I wish wish wish I could be with her and the girls to celebrate it. Also, I want to meet her boy who is so great to her. And I want her to meet mine. And I miss my girls. I miss a lot of people, actually. Lots. Loads.
I'm off to the mall to return some things, as is my wont, as well as procrastinate, which is also a tendency of mine. Why fix it if . . ., etc?
Go AWAY, ear infection! AWAY WITH YOU!
I had to turn down the opportunity to spend July in SF at the summer sexuality institute, because I can't afford it. The Coordinator is so danged nice, when I emailed her to tell her that I couldn't accept because of financial difficulties, she wrote back telling me to keep up with all the "amazing work" I do, and signed it, "Big hugs." My gosh, that made me feel so much better about saying I couldn't go! Really!
I don't know what it is that I'm so excited for this weekend. I mean, nothing particularly special is happening, and finals week means nothing to me, as I have none. Maybe just the freedom that comes with other people not having things hanging over their heads? So they can hang out with me! Probably, though, MNF and I should be careful not to spend too much time together, once his time is freed up. I mean, we're pretty much together all the time now, even though he's got loads of work to do. If we did do that, we could get weirdly codependent and sick of each other and I know I get bitchy when I'm feeling that way. And he's too nice and would probably take it, and then I'd have to feel bad.
Tomorrow is EDS's birthday, and I wish wish wish I could be with her and the girls to celebrate it. Also, I want to meet her boy who is so great to her. And I want her to meet mine. And I miss my girls. I miss a lot of people, actually. Lots. Loads.
I'm off to the mall to return some things, as is my wont, as well as procrastinate, which is also a tendency of mine. Why fix it if . . ., etc?
Go AWAY, ear infection! AWAY WITH YOU!