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Lost in my own fantasies I drift through life naively.
Companionship my only anchor in reality.
My only comfort in pain.
I long for the moment i can touch my dreams.
The time where the haze is lifted.
Where my past and future meet.
Lifting me to a greater understanding of reason.
Seeking balance within myself and with those without.
Peace.
Happiness.
Joy.
I catch glimpses of what i seek past the veil.
She clears my vision.
She lights my path.
She gives me hope.
She gives me love.
I was hollow.
I am loved.
I was hopeless.
I am guided.
I was lost in myself.
I am lost in her.
I see my future in her eyes.
I hear the song of my life in her voice.
Shatter. Crumble. Fall.
Without her love i cannot be whole.
Without my foundation i have no structure.
Collapsing within my own ego.
I knew not fear.
I know fear.
I tremble at the thought of losing my anchor.
I cry when i consider life without being loved.
My soul breaks when I feel her pain.
Comfort. Provide. Love. Respect. Share. Worship. Be.
As long as my heart beats.
For you I will.
No longer am I mine.
Tears of joy.
Forever in my heart.
Love I now know.
Smiles are no longer painful.
Fantasies are no longer.
Reality is better.
I see beauty in everything.
Beauty where i used to see scars of my hate.
They run down my cheeks.
Meanings no longer the same.
No more loathing.
Grateful.
Indebted with love.
Compassion.
Family now has clarity.
Family.
Two become one.
Futures become entwined.
Love is born.
Smiles are cherished.
Precious memories.
To see us.
Sharing the small moments that make the greatest memories.
Laying my soul bare.
At peace with myself.
Beyond the veil I see her face.
Beyond I see family.
Beyond is what i seek.
No longer out of reach.
My future with her.
My forever.
Everything I long for is her.
To see her in our children.
Our.
To see us in them.
Tears behind my eyes.
Her in my arms.
Our future.
My love.
I love.
Forever.
I promise.
Forever.
Companionship my only anchor in reality.
My only comfort in pain.
I long for the moment i can touch my dreams.
The time where the haze is lifted.
Where my past and future meet.
Lifting me to a greater understanding of reason.
Seeking balance within myself and with those without.
Peace.
Happiness.
Joy.
I catch glimpses of what i seek past the veil.
She clears my vision.
She lights my path.
She gives me hope.
She gives me love.
I was hollow.
I am loved.
I was hopeless.
I am guided.
I was lost in myself.
I am lost in her.
I see my future in her eyes.
I hear the song of my life in her voice.
Shatter. Crumble. Fall.
Without her love i cannot be whole.
Without my foundation i have no structure.
Collapsing within my own ego.
I knew not fear.
I know fear.
I tremble at the thought of losing my anchor.
I cry when i consider life without being loved.
My soul breaks when I feel her pain.
Comfort. Provide. Love. Respect. Share. Worship. Be.
As long as my heart beats.
For you I will.
No longer am I mine.
Tears of joy.
Forever in my heart.
Love I now know.
Smiles are no longer painful.
Fantasies are no longer.
Reality is better.
I see beauty in everything.
Beauty where i used to see scars of my hate.
They run down my cheeks.
Meanings no longer the same.
No more loathing.
Grateful.
Indebted with love.
Compassion.
Family now has clarity.
Family.
Two become one.
Futures become entwined.
Love is born.
Smiles are cherished.
Precious memories.
To see us.
Sharing the small moments that make the greatest memories.
Laying my soul bare.
At peace with myself.
Beyond the veil I see her face.
Beyond I see family.
Beyond is what i seek.
No longer out of reach.
My future with her.
My forever.
Everything I long for is her.
To see her in our children.
Our.
To see us in them.
Tears behind my eyes.
Her in my arms.
Our future.
My love.
I love.
Forever.
I promise.
Forever.