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[_summerlovin]

::cracks knuckles...then settles hands on keyboard:: alright. hrm. what to update this journal ordeal about this time. today i went to the zoo. that's a pretty random start. but anyway, jordan called yesterday afternoon and said we should go to the zoo again in recognition of our 4 monthiversary, but since we couldn't spend all of yesterday together, we went today. so last night consisted of dinner at o'charleys, and mine was free-because it was tuesday, and kids eat free on tuesdays. haha. such a convenient surprise. then jordan told one of his worker friends that it was my birthday, so i got sung to for no apparent reason. actually it was really funny because i walked off to the bathroom, and as i was walking off, they started walking out, but then they noticed i wasn't there, so they turned around. haha. i laughed when jordan told me about it. but anyway, the zoo today was fun. then we got burger king. yum. haven't had a whopper jr. in awhile. but nevertheless, it was a lovely recognition of 4 months. ya know, it really doesn't seem like we've been dating for 4 months. summer went by so fast. and now he's leaving next saturday to go to charleston, and i won't get to see him that much anymore. which sorda leads me to my next point. and i'm gonna get kinda really into what i'm thinking, which i don't do much in this thing. i really haven't been a good best friend this summer. i know i haven't. they know i haven't. i've spent probably a good 90-95% of my spare time with jordan. but i just figure that he's leaving to go to charleston, and i won't get to see him much for the next little while, so quality time should be spent now, ya know? i dont know. i just dont think they see it the same way i do. i think to them, it's like "there she goes again. putting her boyfriend before her friends." and it's not like that's how i mean for it to be. i guess that's just how it happened. sometimes i wonder how different things would be if jordan were going to usc. hrm. guess we'll never know. but anyway, i feel as though i need to apologize to meagan for being a bad best friend this summer. fatso, thank you so much for still putting up with me even though we haven't spent every waking moment together like the past few years. and since kayla doesn't read this, make sure she gets the message. but fear not! for all lost time i've caused this summer, it will be made up for when you live with me!!! hehehe. then you'll probably wish i still had jordan around to relieve you some. no i'm just kidding. we're gonna have so much fun. and we're not gonna get on each other's nerves and our dorm room's gonna be hott and we're gonna make new friends and kayla and chewie are gonna come see us all the time. PEOPLE. WE MOVE IN ON SATURDAY. YES LIKE 3 DAYS FROM NOW!! SO EXCITING! and we're gonna go get me a laptop tomorrow night i think and i got my hair rehighlighted yesterday. oh, speaking of which, it's different this time. it's a lot lighter, because melissa left, and lindsey did it. not my normal hair lady. quite the sad day. but anyway. life is good right now. i'm so anxious for everything. i gotta go re-flatten my hair before church. leave me comments, ya slackers. tell me farewell...wish me luck...say hey...anything. as for you...have a nice night!

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