you dont know what it's like...
nothing makes sense. why? i do not know.
it's just a lotta things.
it seems like my parents are always mad at me. nothing's ever good enough from me for my mom anymore. i dont know how to talk to them. college. oh dear. everyone around me can get a guy, except for, well, me. again, why? i do not know. calculus is gonna drop my GPA, i can feel it now...there goes graduating with honors. so i'll most likely be stuck at home not living on campus next year according to how life is now turning out. ohmygosh. life. so confusing. without my friends, i dont know what i'd do. they're the only things that seem to keep my mind off of the depressing stuff. then i get home and i get all down again.
...welcome to my life
sam
otherwise:
i'm sitting in autoCAD now waiting on meagan to text me back so we can try to find something to do tonight. something good would make me happy. very happy.
it's just a lotta things.
it seems like my parents are always mad at me. nothing's ever good enough from me for my mom anymore. i dont know how to talk to them. college. oh dear. everyone around me can get a guy, except for, well, me. again, why? i do not know. calculus is gonna drop my GPA, i can feel it now...there goes graduating with honors. so i'll most likely be stuck at home not living on campus next year according to how life is now turning out. ohmygosh. life. so confusing. without my friends, i dont know what i'd do. they're the only things that seem to keep my mind off of the depressing stuff. then i get home and i get all down again.
...welcome to my life
sam
otherwise:
i'm sitting in autoCAD now waiting on meagan to text me back so we can try to find something to do tonight. something good would make me happy. very happy.