wake me up.. when september ends..
so i am at home right now, and the amount of work i need to is very stressful, especially since i am still un-sure of what i need to do exactly.
FRIDAY - i came home. stupid us, we left at 4pm on a friday. needless to say, the 407 looked like the 401, and it took us 3 hours tog et home, rather than an hour and a half. grrrrrr.. friday night was fun though. went in to tj's a bunch of people, finalllly i can drink there! then we went to mel's afterwards, but left early because i was exhausted.
SATURDAY JACK JOHNSON. i know i said green day was probably the best concert i'd ever seen, like performance wise.. but jack.. ohhh jackkk... it was incredible. we had to wait in line for over 2 hours to get in to the park, but we were half way through the line. the other people behind us, wow it went far back, and they all got stuck on lawn. we were dead center stage, and about in the middle of the seats too. it was just too good, espcially how they kept saying how they were so glad to end the tour in toronto. ohh lovers! the opening bands, ALO and Matt Costa were also great!
i am at my house all by myself though. it's not so fun. my parents left friday morning for England, and Greece. man i wish i could have gone. i won't get to see them now until thanksgiving, which is a long time, and really sucks.
i also really miss my sister. she's had a hard time in england, and i really hope things work out well for her, she really deserves a better job over there. and i'm not going to see her until christmas (hopefully). ahhh too long.
i'm really scared to go back to st kitts tomorrow. excited, but really scared. must make a stop at caitlin's in the morning to see the little lover. i can't believe it's here again. it seems too fast to be true, and i hate it. i don't want to think about it, but i have no choice. i think about it every day, and i know i will continue to do so. but i hurts. i want to let go, but it's so hard. i wish i was stronger when it comes to these kind of situations, but i'm not, and i don't think i ever will be. i envy the people who are. i think i need my parents more than ever right now. this is too much for me to be by myself right now. i really wish i could cancel classes for this week, and just stay at home with friends. it's the best possible solution to mee. i need them right now. especially one. one who i've begun to think i've lost touch with recently. one who i love, who i miss a great amount. but i won't get in to that now. it's not the time. there's too ,uch for me to think about .i miss the laughs. i miss the boring early classes that we slept through. i miss the notes. i miss cheerio's. i miss the happy memories. i miss you.
... remember that, i'll never forget where you're at ... don't let the days go by ...
FRIDAY - i came home. stupid us, we left at 4pm on a friday. needless to say, the 407 looked like the 401, and it took us 3 hours tog et home, rather than an hour and a half. grrrrrr.. friday night was fun though. went in to tj's a bunch of people, finalllly i can drink there! then we went to mel's afterwards, but left early because i was exhausted.
SATURDAY JACK JOHNSON. i know i said green day was probably the best concert i'd ever seen, like performance wise.. but jack.. ohhh jackkk... it was incredible. we had to wait in line for over 2 hours to get in to the park, but we were half way through the line. the other people behind us, wow it went far back, and they all got stuck on lawn. we were dead center stage, and about in the middle of the seats too. it was just too good, espcially how they kept saying how they were so glad to end the tour in toronto. ohh lovers! the opening bands, ALO and Matt Costa were also great!
i am at my house all by myself though. it's not so fun. my parents left friday morning for England, and Greece. man i wish i could have gone. i won't get to see them now until thanksgiving, which is a long time, and really sucks.
i also really miss my sister. she's had a hard time in england, and i really hope things work out well for her, she really deserves a better job over there. and i'm not going to see her until christmas (hopefully). ahhh too long.
i'm really scared to go back to st kitts tomorrow. excited, but really scared. must make a stop at caitlin's in the morning to see the little lover. i can't believe it's here again. it seems too fast to be true, and i hate it. i don't want to think about it, but i have no choice. i think about it every day, and i know i will continue to do so. but i hurts. i want to let go, but it's so hard. i wish i was stronger when it comes to these kind of situations, but i'm not, and i don't think i ever will be. i envy the people who are. i think i need my parents more than ever right now. this is too much for me to be by myself right now. i really wish i could cancel classes for this week, and just stay at home with friends. it's the best possible solution to mee. i need them right now. especially one. one who i've begun to think i've lost touch with recently. one who i love, who i miss a great amount. but i won't get in to that now. it's not the time. there's too ,uch for me to think about .i miss the laughs. i miss the boring early classes that we slept through. i miss the notes. i miss cheerio's. i miss the happy memories. i miss you.
... remember that, i'll never forget where you're at ... don't let the days go by ...