... i'm gunna stay 18 forever ... so we can stay like this forever...

Aug 31, 2005 02:17

the last few nights have been great. seeing people i haven't seen that much this summer, such as maria and christina! love those ladies. i am also finally done work! yesssssss. it's a great feeling. 5 years of working.. finally a nice 8 month break (except for christmas, but that's like 2 weeks.. haha).
so 5 days until i leave for school.
another 4 days after that is my mother-effin 19th birthday.
and 8 days after is jack johnson.
this is far too much excitment for me in such a small period of time.
19 for all of university, and jacky{my husband, my lover!} and i get to go there with all my lovers too!
i just wish all my lovers would be there for my birthday :o(
that's ok. going away bash on saturday.. yes andrew! we'll make it a birthday bash too? haha sounds good to me!
man i had a great time, i'm going to miss these nights. hope people come visit me next year at brocky. it's the party school so i've heard! (After western that is.. haha. but once i'm there with amanda, it will be BY FAR better than western!)
i can't sleep right now. huge headache. probably from maria's hiccups from tonight. hahaha fun fun. steph leaves tomorrow (today). i'll miss her. i'll miss all the tj's ladies. as much as i don't want to work there anymore, it's actually a blast, and i love it. since i haven't worked there, which is 5 days, i've been there twice. and i know i will be there atleast one more time before i leave on monday. 5 days! ahhhh. but i know i will see them in just a mere couple of weeks when i can go there and drink with them finally!! yess it's a moment we've all been waiting for hehe.
but yeah, i've been so excited to go to university for the past.. lets see.. 2 years now! and now everyone is so scared, that it's making me scared. i don't think i should be scared, as long as you do your work, you're good to go. but it's making me think that there should be something to be scared of, if everyone else is that is. i don't know. i'm getting really confused. and everyone is leaving at all different times.. like some have left.. some are moving in.. and some i don't know when they will leave. some are leaving not on the greatest terms, and that saddens me, because i don't want that to happen, it's not so fun. i will really miss everyone, especially at my birthday i think. i'm barely going to know anyone.. only like.. amanda, nicole, adam... anyone? i dunno.. not really.. well not people that i like anyways... (aka nasti ..... haha.)
i can't sleep and this sucks.. well im going to try to sleep some more. getting my hair done in the morning.. then more packing. FOX thursday.. everyone be there! last night of the summer! gunna be awesomeeeeee!
ok well nightttttt
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