arghhh
I don't exactly know how to express what i'm feeling right now.
chris prater got hired on at suddenlink. i feel...
*hurt. because kevin let it happen. he wouldn't give a bad reference. he wouldnt even say "hey how about that other guy" did he want him to get hired on?
*scared. what if he gets back in contact with them? i trust kevin. but i don't trust her and i honestly believe that if given the opportunity she would lay it on him super thick. i don't want to deal with that if it happens.
*angry. because i just hate them so much. i hate everything to do with them. and i hate the fact that kevin has to work with her brother. i fucking HATE IT!
*dread. I dread the drama that may get started with this. It might not happen. but then again, past experience has taught me that it will. I do not want to put up with this. I'm in college now and I don't have time to put up with this. I don't need something this retarded distracting me from my studies.
shew gah i just want to cry. This going to require immense maturity on my part. I just. I just don't know if i can do it or not. I feel like i'm mature but if i really am then this probably wouldn't be tearing me up so much. shew gAH!!!!! why does shit like this always happen to me?!?!?!
chris prater got hired on at suddenlink. i feel...
*hurt. because kevin let it happen. he wouldn't give a bad reference. he wouldnt even say "hey how about that other guy" did he want him to get hired on?
*scared. what if he gets back in contact with them? i trust kevin. but i don't trust her and i honestly believe that if given the opportunity she would lay it on him super thick. i don't want to deal with that if it happens.
*angry. because i just hate them so much. i hate everything to do with them. and i hate the fact that kevin has to work with her brother. i fucking HATE IT!
*dread. I dread the drama that may get started with this. It might not happen. but then again, past experience has taught me that it will. I do not want to put up with this. I'm in college now and I don't have time to put up with this. I don't need something this retarded distracting me from my studies.
shew gah i just want to cry. This going to require immense maturity on my part. I just. I just don't know if i can do it or not. I feel like i'm mature but if i really am then this probably wouldn't be tearing me up so much. shew gAH!!!!! why does shit like this always happen to me?!?!?!