dixie
why does everythign have to die? this past year has been so hard and i'm just sick of everyone around me dying. since august nancy, junior, kay kay, mamaw, and dixie have all died. dixie just last night. i've never seen anything die before until last night. i was with her when she took her las tbreath and i swear i dont think i can handle it. you could see the life leave her eyes. we buried her last night on the hill and even though she is a dog its the hardest death ive ever went through. she's more like a family memeber than a pet. we had her for 10 1/2 years. i miss her so much. it isn't fair. why does everything have to die?
i need kevin right now. i woke crying this morning and i just havent stopped. i can see her grave from my bedroom window. we put the daisies that kay kay got me one year on it. i'm going to make her a headstone today. i just can't take this anymore. i want kevin so bad right now.
poor little rags, she tried to climb in her box with her. and when we put the lid on she pawed at the side of it wanting in there to her. i hate death. i'm so sick of it. it seems like the only luck we have is bad luck. with death, with money, with everything. why cant we be one of these families that is just naturally blessed and nothing bad ever happens to em? its not fair. i miss her so much. why did i have to be the one to see her die?
i need kevin right now. i woke crying this morning and i just havent stopped. i can see her grave from my bedroom window. we put the daisies that kay kay got me one year on it. i'm going to make her a headstone today. i just can't take this anymore. i want kevin so bad right now.
poor little rags, she tried to climb in her box with her. and when we put the lid on she pawed at the side of it wanting in there to her. i hate death. i'm so sick of it. it seems like the only luck we have is bad luck. with death, with money, with everything. why cant we be one of these families that is just naturally blessed and nothing bad ever happens to em? its not fair. i miss her so much. why did i have to be the one to see her die?