Jan 23, 2006 19:16
Tim, Jessica: GET MYSPACES
Nick: Look at Steven's, Look at mine: www.myspace.com/thecrushinator and www.myspace.com/ilovemchammer
Mark: WHERE ARE YOU?? I OWE YOU $40 AND INTEND TO PAY YOU!!! SO WHERE ARE YOU? You should have a myspace too, or at least look at mine and Steven's.
I'm sick. I cannot stop reading Gaiman. I'm addicted to Sean and we're not good for each other but we're not stopping. It's going to be really bad, I can feel it, but there's no stopping this train wreck because it's far too fun, it's far too dangerous. I am a stupid woman and I like what he does to me, all the way down to my toes. At least I'm being honest about it...he's too much like me- too arrogant, too cynical, too many layers, too much pride (but not too much pride that I dont like to be marked by my man, and I do, I really do...ooooh I'm a bad person,) we try to outwit each other, though we're never directly cruel. It's kinda fun, and I'm kinda twisted for liking it...but at the same time, I dont, and I really just want Garrison. I really want my sister to come home. She is this week, finally, it's been too long, she's too far away, I need to be in Rhode Island and to see my sister every now and then. New Hampshire to Maryland is ridiculous. My sister is my best friend and is the one person who can truly alter my opinions. She wont like Sean. She'll set me straight.
And before you say it, it's not really a question of my own strength, but a question of my motives, methinks. I'm a horrible person...or just an extremely bored person enticed by The Game....