Never get you off my mind
I feel like I should update
I feel many things
Mostly I just want to go to sleep, to go upstairs, change my clothes, and watch pride and prejudice-the a&e version till i fall asleep
Alas, I am not doing that, because I feel compelled to update
New Years was New Yearsy without the happy drunk time and more happy down time. There was poker and laughter and some guy.....
Who turns out to have a girlfriend- which is cool, we didn't really talk, and in the morning it was...weird....
But I do wonder if he feels at least a little guilty...
The first day back in classes was so strange, from the moment I woke up, it felt like I was moving really fast and time really slow. I was ready to go and got so much done before school, my classes crawled along soooo sllooooww but, again, I got so much done. This semster's going to be a million times better than the last. I have far more me-time. And we all know how selfish I am about my me-time.
If you didn't, you know now.
We wrestled Roosevelt tonight and destroyed them. Saw a kid I haven't seen since seventh grade. You know the one. Greg Howard. The last thing he ever said to me was "you have fat arms" Oh well, maybe I do, but I have strong arms and a strong body and I carry the world as all women do. Anyway, he looked stupid and I had a lot of fun with my boys and my friends. Post match I went to the sports bar with the coaches, alumni, and our coach's super friend from texas...I think it was texas...anyway, he was really sweet. Tyler's dad called me Peggy....do I look like a Peggy?
John was there....at wing night...his birthday was yesterday, I cant believe hes 19. We didnt talk, but we were watching. I miss him. I really do, there's a part of me- okay a big part of me- that will always love him.
I turn 18 in 8 days.
Tony's got court the day before my birthday.
He's facing a lot, and I'm really nervous. I hope he'll come to the 12th night party on Saturday.
He is the love of my life.
Eric, Tony, and John have all been milestones for me, true loves that shaped and changed me, and stayed strong over the years, but Tony...he stands out in my life more than any other person, any other ten people. He is the other half of me.
I'm exhausted. I want to paint, desperately, there's so much in my head...I've been painting a lot lately but it's getting late and I've been on my feet since 6am.
Oh, and, I still need to apply to college....shit...
I feel many things
Mostly I just want to go to sleep, to go upstairs, change my clothes, and watch pride and prejudice-the a&e version till i fall asleep
Alas, I am not doing that, because I feel compelled to update
New Years was New Yearsy without the happy drunk time and more happy down time. There was poker and laughter and some guy.....
Who turns out to have a girlfriend- which is cool, we didn't really talk, and in the morning it was...weird....
But I do wonder if he feels at least a little guilty...
The first day back in classes was so strange, from the moment I woke up, it felt like I was moving really fast and time really slow. I was ready to go and got so much done before school, my classes crawled along soooo sllooooww but, again, I got so much done. This semster's going to be a million times better than the last. I have far more me-time. And we all know how selfish I am about my me-time.
If you didn't, you know now.
We wrestled Roosevelt tonight and destroyed them. Saw a kid I haven't seen since seventh grade. You know the one. Greg Howard. The last thing he ever said to me was "you have fat arms" Oh well, maybe I do, but I have strong arms and a strong body and I carry the world as all women do. Anyway, he looked stupid and I had a lot of fun with my boys and my friends. Post match I went to the sports bar with the coaches, alumni, and our coach's super friend from texas...I think it was texas...anyway, he was really sweet. Tyler's dad called me Peggy....do I look like a Peggy?
John was there....at wing night...his birthday was yesterday, I cant believe hes 19. We didnt talk, but we were watching. I miss him. I really do, there's a part of me- okay a big part of me- that will always love him.
I turn 18 in 8 days.
Tony's got court the day before my birthday.
He's facing a lot, and I'm really nervous. I hope he'll come to the 12th night party on Saturday.
He is the love of my life.
Eric, Tony, and John have all been milestones for me, true loves that shaped and changed me, and stayed strong over the years, but Tony...he stands out in my life more than any other person, any other ten people. He is the other half of me.
I'm exhausted. I want to paint, desperately, there's so much in my head...I've been painting a lot lately but it's getting late and I've been on my feet since 6am.
Oh, and, I still need to apply to college....shit...