what it is

[_sugarloaf_]

I used to have skinny legs, skinny arms-

My face bloats
From purges and purges
My skin is five feet thick
And the icebox taunts me
I owe my nights to porcelain and paper

I'd erase the layers
If I knew how
Last time I tried
I only saw red on red
And they shut me away
With pills
And the ability to fake
How I feel