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almost everyone seems to fail me.
they say you get what you give
but I'm pretty sure I give a whole lot more than nothing.
Unless I'm wrong?
yeah. I feel shitty. my whole summer is going to suck, now. I decided to take a class I've already taken instead of summer school, just so i could go to the bahamas with sarah. and now it looks like heidi doesnt want to go because matt isnt. which means we aren't going. I love how I compromise so much; a year in a class i've taken already, which I will attend with a bunch of people two years younger than me. All for a fucking vacation I knew that my family wouldnt go on without me, so i opted to skip summer school, all because I knew how much they needed it. I need it too, but hey! I put my needs last most of the time, so that is irrelavent, completely. Now we aren't going for a fucking STUPID reason. Fuck algebra, fuck my teacher last year who forgot to let me know i needed to retake it, fuck everyone for being so selfish. damn.
Any plans I make fall through, because nobody is interested in what makes me happy.
melodrama. I'm pretty sure that I'm an asshole.
Alllll I want is for things to go my way at least a litttttle bit. Just a little, please?
they say you get what you give
but I'm pretty sure I give a whole lot more than nothing.
Unless I'm wrong?
yeah. I feel shitty. my whole summer is going to suck, now. I decided to take a class I've already taken instead of summer school, just so i could go to the bahamas with sarah. and now it looks like heidi doesnt want to go because matt isnt. which means we aren't going. I love how I compromise so much; a year in a class i've taken already, which I will attend with a bunch of people two years younger than me. All for a fucking vacation I knew that my family wouldnt go on without me, so i opted to skip summer school, all because I knew how much they needed it. I need it too, but hey! I put my needs last most of the time, so that is irrelavent, completely. Now we aren't going for a fucking STUPID reason. Fuck algebra, fuck my teacher last year who forgot to let me know i needed to retake it, fuck everyone for being so selfish. damn.
Any plans I make fall through, because nobody is interested in what makes me happy.
melodrama. I'm pretty sure that I'm an asshole.
Alllll I want is for things to go my way at least a litttttle bit. Just a little, please?