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1. List twenty things you wish you could say to people but can't. You can't list the same people repeatidly.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Never discuss it again.
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1.i have known you senes 2nd grade and we have always been there for each other no matter what. i think we have only had one real fight the whole time we have known each other. witch is wonderful. you are one of my best friends and pretty much my sister. i love you girl you always have a place in my home and family! even when i move out of the shit whole we live in. you still always have a room in my home hun<3
2.you were my first friend in kindergarden at Bay haven and became my bestfriend right away! and we still are! yeah we dont hang out much at all anymore and it kills me becouse i miss you terribly. but i know you will always be there for me just like i have for you! and you are a great party buddy! haha. love you babe!<3
3.we were so close in middle school i dated your bestfriend and we all hung out and had great times. and we became bestfriends. we stayed up till 3am sitting on your floor talking about life and even crieing sometimes lol. i could always talk to you about anything.but i let myself get to the best of me and got out of control and wouldnt let anyone in to help me. and thought i lost you. thankfully we are bestfriends again and i love you to death. you are amazing <3
4.i met you through the person i wrote about above during your "rough times" as you put it. we have become pretty close friends through out the years and think you are a great girl. we always seem to have a fun time. and have things in comon. thought i lost your friendship for awhile as well becouse i got into your ex boyfriend and dated him witch upset you. but we are close again and im loveing it! My Valentine!<3
5.we dated for almost a year and you stole my heart away. But you are older then me and want more that i cant give to you. i was suffacating and i needed to break out of my cage and have a good time. and just be free. and i just couldnt do that with you. i know it hurts to hear but we arnt made for each other.you were great in the start. but i relised you arnt good for me.and i know you will find that someone that is perfect for you. you are still young! dont spend your whole time on one person. see who is out there. but that girl isnt me. atleast not right now. all you can do now is move on and exsept the fact hun. i am sorry. you will always be my close friend. but i can not be your lover.<3
6.i dated you a little longer then a year ago. and it wasnt long but it was sweet and nice and you treated me good. but you let me go for a reason that wasnt even true. and im starting to think that you arnt takeing my feelings seriously. you fell in love with the girl you dated after me. and i can see in your eyes that im not that girl that you think about all the time. please dont play games with my head. i dont like to be used. and if im not being used then tell me the truth. i just think you would be happier with her. not me. i will always be here for you though and forever your close friend! <3
7.ahhh man oh man i havnt known you that long, but you are extremly funny and adorable! so is your dog lol.wev'e hung out alot latly and i love it! im getting so close to you all and you mean alot to me. and i cant wait till i go to sleep so that i can have that dream of you in the forest in a loin cloth hunting!!! haha. naw man but you are great and one of my bestfriends you always know how to make me laugh and you give really good advice! ill always be here for you. hot tub time has never been better! ha! <3
8.this boy is amazing,adorable,funny. just completly outstanding and stunning. i have a fantastic time with him everytime i see him! i havnt known him well for that long but i already feel that i can tell him anything. he always seems to put a smile on my face. my bad habbits dont seem to get to him, niether dose my crazyness. haha. he makes me feel so beautiful. :) <3
9. i havnt hung out with her in a long fucking time but i use to basicly live with her! we were always together and never got sick of each other. deff were bestfriends. i had so much fun with you. but things happend and we grew apart along with get cought up in problems. so it became hard to be friends for awhile. but i am really haopeing that we can get in touch again and be close like we use to. i miss her.we even had our own lame hand shake back in the day man. haha were cool as shit.<3
10.you have changed. not in a good way. you started to hate me becouse i dated your ex boyfriend. yeah ok good reason i guess but you took it to far. witch made you look childish and redic. i wont lie i miss the hell out of you. but not the new you. the girl i know was fun. and cared about herself. i deff dont even know you anymore. but atleast i have the good memories in the back of my head back when we were young and i like lived at your house. those were the good days. i hope you get yourself together. no one likes seeing you like this. your going to get yourself killed. it dosnt make you look cool. you look like an idiot. bring back the beautiful girl everyone knows and misses. your mother loves you. and i know this might not be a good idea to say it. but fuck it no one else will. your father wouldnt want to see you like this. get together hun. i know you can be happy. <3
11.we use to live on the same street. and we were so close!! you would come over and hang out with me after eye surgerys and still hang out with me when i couldnt do anything! we have been bestfriends for a while man wow. we use to jam out to icp when we were like 7 or some shit ha. we were hott.and i miss you sooooo much. im still your love child and i love you doll! i wish you would move make to sarasota. i need more people like you in my life. so full of love and a good time. love you and miss you!<3
shit man. hahaha. i cant write anymore.
have a goodnight everyone.
Samantha<3
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Never discuss it again.
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1.i have known you senes 2nd grade and we have always been there for each other no matter what. i think we have only had one real fight the whole time we have known each other. witch is wonderful. you are one of my best friends and pretty much my sister. i love you girl you always have a place in my home and family! even when i move out of the shit whole we live in. you still always have a room in my home hun<3
2.you were my first friend in kindergarden at Bay haven and became my bestfriend right away! and we still are! yeah we dont hang out much at all anymore and it kills me becouse i miss you terribly. but i know you will always be there for me just like i have for you! and you are a great party buddy! haha. love you babe!<3
3.we were so close in middle school i dated your bestfriend and we all hung out and had great times. and we became bestfriends. we stayed up till 3am sitting on your floor talking about life and even crieing sometimes lol. i could always talk to you about anything.but i let myself get to the best of me and got out of control and wouldnt let anyone in to help me. and thought i lost you. thankfully we are bestfriends again and i love you to death. you are amazing <3
4.i met you through the person i wrote about above during your "rough times" as you put it. we have become pretty close friends through out the years and think you are a great girl. we always seem to have a fun time. and have things in comon. thought i lost your friendship for awhile as well becouse i got into your ex boyfriend and dated him witch upset you. but we are close again and im loveing it! My Valentine!<3
5.we dated for almost a year and you stole my heart away. But you are older then me and want more that i cant give to you. i was suffacating and i needed to break out of my cage and have a good time. and just be free. and i just couldnt do that with you. i know it hurts to hear but we arnt made for each other.you were great in the start. but i relised you arnt good for me.and i know you will find that someone that is perfect for you. you are still young! dont spend your whole time on one person. see who is out there. but that girl isnt me. atleast not right now. all you can do now is move on and exsept the fact hun. i am sorry. you will always be my close friend. but i can not be your lover.<3
6.i dated you a little longer then a year ago. and it wasnt long but it was sweet and nice and you treated me good. but you let me go for a reason that wasnt even true. and im starting to think that you arnt takeing my feelings seriously. you fell in love with the girl you dated after me. and i can see in your eyes that im not that girl that you think about all the time. please dont play games with my head. i dont like to be used. and if im not being used then tell me the truth. i just think you would be happier with her. not me. i will always be here for you though and forever your close friend! <3
7.ahhh man oh man i havnt known you that long, but you are extremly funny and adorable! so is your dog lol.wev'e hung out alot latly and i love it! im getting so close to you all and you mean alot to me. and i cant wait till i go to sleep so that i can have that dream of you in the forest in a loin cloth hunting!!! haha. naw man but you are great and one of my bestfriends you always know how to make me laugh and you give really good advice! ill always be here for you. hot tub time has never been better! ha! <3
8.this boy is amazing,adorable,funny. just completly outstanding and stunning. i have a fantastic time with him everytime i see him! i havnt known him well for that long but i already feel that i can tell him anything. he always seems to put a smile on my face. my bad habbits dont seem to get to him, niether dose my crazyness. haha. he makes me feel so beautiful. :) <3
9. i havnt hung out with her in a long fucking time but i use to basicly live with her! we were always together and never got sick of each other. deff were bestfriends. i had so much fun with you. but things happend and we grew apart along with get cought up in problems. so it became hard to be friends for awhile. but i am really haopeing that we can get in touch again and be close like we use to. i miss her.we even had our own lame hand shake back in the day man. haha were cool as shit.<3
10.you have changed. not in a good way. you started to hate me becouse i dated your ex boyfriend. yeah ok good reason i guess but you took it to far. witch made you look childish and redic. i wont lie i miss the hell out of you. but not the new you. the girl i know was fun. and cared about herself. i deff dont even know you anymore. but atleast i have the good memories in the back of my head back when we were young and i like lived at your house. those were the good days. i hope you get yourself together. no one likes seeing you like this. your going to get yourself killed. it dosnt make you look cool. you look like an idiot. bring back the beautiful girl everyone knows and misses. your mother loves you. and i know this might not be a good idea to say it. but fuck it no one else will. your father wouldnt want to see you like this. get together hun. i know you can be happy. <3
11.we use to live on the same street. and we were so close!! you would come over and hang out with me after eye surgerys and still hang out with me when i couldnt do anything! we have been bestfriends for a while man wow. we use to jam out to icp when we were like 7 or some shit ha. we were hott.and i miss you sooooo much. im still your love child and i love you doll! i wish you would move make to sarasota. i need more people like you in my life. so full of love and a good time. love you and miss you!<3
shit man. hahaha. i cant write anymore.
have a goodnight everyone.
Samantha<3