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Jun 17, 2006 10:26

it's summer. i'm in a pretty constant state of exhaustion, but that's okay. i'm finding it more difficult to care about anything, but i'll snap out of it eventually, i hope.

school only just ended...already i've lost certain friends i didn't think i'd ever lose, i guess people change, i just wish it was easier to let go. i think i've changed a lot too, i don't know that it's for the better. only a month of america left. i don't think they're as excited to see me this time...i'm afraid that they think less of me than before.

i've been spontaneously emotional lately, not even over anything, just suddenly i'll get an urge to cry...a lot, i think mostly it's the result of sleep deprivation, but still, i'd like to think i have a little more control over my emotions than that.

it's hard to hold on to something that might never happen,
but it's even harder to give it up when you know it's everything you want
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