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i want to spill my heart out on here.
every little piece of it, just out in the open.
it's bursting at it's seams.
and no one could stitch it together anymore.
i'm not a sap, but i have a way with words.
i'm known to twist the reality of things to push you away,
as far away as possible.
hello, my name is sandy and i will be your friend for 3 months.
then i'll be your worst enemy.
tradgedy is all that you gain from something that once stood so flawless.
it's not impossible in my eyes.
my reputation will be the end of me,
so don't waste your precious time.
but, i so desperatley need that girl.
the one every girl seems to have by her side, always.
except me. i've always been out of that picture.
you know,
the girl who you can call when everything seems like it's falling apart, and she's already prepared with the tools to fix it.
the one who you could eat a whole tub of ice cream with, and not feel fat.
the girl who saves you from making the stupidest mistakes in your life.
but i'll form some sort of hate for her eventually.
like i ALWAYS do, you know that.
history repeats itself, funny isn't it.
cause that's my whole life in words.
it's like a non-stop merry-go-round, and i'm about to puke.
but i think it's time i get off the ride.
i want to fill this void in my life, yet i could never fully allow myself to.
i have a tendancy to care too much, which eventually leads to our downfall.
i'm taking the road to nowhere.
and it's due to all of me.
you have nothing to do with that.
i've paid my dues, and now it's time for that long awaited change.
take this how you want.
just know that this entry is in regards to every person i've met in my life.
every little piece of it, just out in the open.
it's bursting at it's seams.
and no one could stitch it together anymore.
i'm not a sap, but i have a way with words.
i'm known to twist the reality of things to push you away,
as far away as possible.
hello, my name is sandy and i will be your friend for 3 months.
then i'll be your worst enemy.
tradgedy is all that you gain from something that once stood so flawless.
it's not impossible in my eyes.
my reputation will be the end of me,
so don't waste your precious time.
but, i so desperatley need that girl.
the one every girl seems to have by her side, always.
except me. i've always been out of that picture.
you know,
the girl who you can call when everything seems like it's falling apart, and she's already prepared with the tools to fix it.
the one who you could eat a whole tub of ice cream with, and not feel fat.
the girl who saves you from making the stupidest mistakes in your life.
but i'll form some sort of hate for her eventually.
like i ALWAYS do, you know that.
history repeats itself, funny isn't it.
cause that's my whole life in words.
it's like a non-stop merry-go-round, and i'm about to puke.
but i think it's time i get off the ride.
i want to fill this void in my life, yet i could never fully allow myself to.
i have a tendancy to care too much, which eventually leads to our downfall.
i'm taking the road to nowhere.
and it's due to all of me.
you have nothing to do with that.
i've paid my dues, and now it's time for that long awaited change.
take this how you want.
just know that this entry is in regards to every person i've met in my life.