grrr arg

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why can't i wake up. i really really need to start doing that. i mean come on. i stay up all night thinking about what i am going to do in the morning when i wake up. and when i finally fall asleep i sleep though my god damn alarm. i hate myself. i really do sometimes. starr's freaking about stupid shit and what not. i don't really like that fact that she comes to me about stupid shit like this. i mean i understand why she was freaking out, but she doesn't need to come to me about this shit. i had a really weird ass dream last night. i was dating this girl at school, but we were back home. FiL was dating lindz. kelly kirkpartric asked me if i wanted to get stoned with her, but i was like i don't smoke weed. she was like, oh. we went into my house, which was FiL's house, but i lived in it. and i had this crazy craving for beagels, and i stared trying to find them. they were all toasted already, so i toasted them again, and then i found none toasted ones. i was making like thirty beagels, and there toasters like all over my house. like ten of them, and they were on shelves. and stuff was cool.

i need my girlfriend back. lol....we were in this store last night called stoners. and there was this shirt that my friends told me that i need to get. it said "addicted to my phsyco girlfriend". lol....i need my girlfriend back.