My drama causing ways
So yesterday I caused major ass drama. And I hate those snotty little drama bitches who love nothing more than to spread chaos and dismantle people's friendships and reputation. It's far too "Mean Girls" for me.
Yet yesterday, I have the distinct feeling that I was one of those bitches.
Joel, Sara, Steph, Chelsey, Jyll, and I were relaxing at Jyll's empty house after making a diet coke run at a Meijer with a possessed man on a scooter. We were playing our twisted, deppressed version of the questions game. Somehow certain people who I am best friends with got brought up and certain comments were made about her by several of the people there.
In all honesty, I'm really really REALLY frustrated when comments get made in front of me and I'm expected not to react. It's a little disrespectful. I'd really like for that to stop. But currently, that's beside the point.
So eventually I got rather heated and started to take it out on Chelsey. Stupid of me. Don't ever take anything out on Chelsey. She and I eventually got in a bit of a shouting match, and I was being far too vindictive in making my point that I would appreciate everyone to cease with the nasty comments.
But see, I didn't necessarily word it like that. I think I dropped a few F-bombs here and there, and made inappropriate allusions to other people who weren't involved to try and bring things into perspective. Or just to be a malicious cock. That one's probably more accurate.
Eventually Sara said, "Then why don't you just leave?", which is rather confusing because it wasn't even her house to order me out. So I shouted, "I will! I don't need you fucking talking shit about my best friend while I'm right here!" or something to that effect. I hate swearing when I'm trying to argue; it makes me feel so inarticulate.
So I grabbed my flip flops and stormed out the front door, only to be followed by Stephanie who only had good intentions. However when she tried to get me to realx, I ended up being an ass to her and she went back into the house.
In about 2 minutes time however, everyone in the house came outside to tell me to come back in. So I grabbed Chelsey by the arm, walked around with her for a bit, apologized profusely, and I think everything ended up OKAY. I ended up staying with everyone for like 3 more hours, and eventually got home at 6 am hahahaha.
I feel like a douche though because I caused unwanted drama. I very well could have gone about telling everyone to stop through much more couth, civilized, less maniacal ways.
SO-
I'm not going to apologize for defending my best friend, and I sincerely doubt that anyone expects me to be because my friends are more understanding than that.
But I'm sorry for going about it in the wrong fashion by being overtly spiteful and yelling at my friends. Really, I am. Most of all I'm sorry about taking it all out on Chelsey, because two other people were saying the same things, and Chelsey only continued on with her whole tangent because I provoked her and wouldn't let it drop. So sorry, Chels.
I'm actually mortified this all happenned. I had such a mood swing last night. Ugh. Whatever.
Hopefully next time we hang out, I won't be a menopausal bitch!
Yet yesterday, I have the distinct feeling that I was one of those bitches.
Joel, Sara, Steph, Chelsey, Jyll, and I were relaxing at Jyll's empty house after making a diet coke run at a Meijer with a possessed man on a scooter. We were playing our twisted, deppressed version of the questions game. Somehow certain people who I am best friends with got brought up and certain comments were made about her by several of the people there.
In all honesty, I'm really really REALLY frustrated when comments get made in front of me and I'm expected not to react. It's a little disrespectful. I'd really like for that to stop. But currently, that's beside the point.
So eventually I got rather heated and started to take it out on Chelsey. Stupid of me. Don't ever take anything out on Chelsey. She and I eventually got in a bit of a shouting match, and I was being far too vindictive in making my point that I would appreciate everyone to cease with the nasty comments.
But see, I didn't necessarily word it like that. I think I dropped a few F-bombs here and there, and made inappropriate allusions to other people who weren't involved to try and bring things into perspective. Or just to be a malicious cock. That one's probably more accurate.
Eventually Sara said, "Then why don't you just leave?", which is rather confusing because it wasn't even her house to order me out. So I shouted, "I will! I don't need you fucking talking shit about my best friend while I'm right here!" or something to that effect. I hate swearing when I'm trying to argue; it makes me feel so inarticulate.
So I grabbed my flip flops and stormed out the front door, only to be followed by Stephanie who only had good intentions. However when she tried to get me to realx, I ended up being an ass to her and she went back into the house.
In about 2 minutes time however, everyone in the house came outside to tell me to come back in. So I grabbed Chelsey by the arm, walked around with her for a bit, apologized profusely, and I think everything ended up OKAY. I ended up staying with everyone for like 3 more hours, and eventually got home at 6 am hahahaha.
I feel like a douche though because I caused unwanted drama. I very well could have gone about telling everyone to stop through much more couth, civilized, less maniacal ways.
SO-
I'm not going to apologize for defending my best friend, and I sincerely doubt that anyone expects me to be because my friends are more understanding than that.
But I'm sorry for going about it in the wrong fashion by being overtly spiteful and yelling at my friends. Really, I am. Most of all I'm sorry about taking it all out on Chelsey, because two other people were saying the same things, and Chelsey only continued on with her whole tangent because I provoked her and wouldn't let it drop. So sorry, Chels.
I'm actually mortified this all happenned. I had such a mood swing last night. Ugh. Whatever.
Hopefully next time we hang out, I won't be a menopausal bitch!