Where's My Safety Net?
I want to go on vacation someplace. It doesn't even have to be far away, or expensive. It could even just be a random road trip to nowhere, I really don't care. I just need to get away.
Of course, I can't do that, because I need to save my money if I ever want to really have a place to live, and not just wobble between people's houses and apartments. When did I become a vagrant? I'm beginning to realize that I'm definitely not worried enough about my living situation. It's time to get that second job. Maybe I'll move out of state, and just commute into New York when I need to? It's starting to not sound so bad. Or maybe it's finally time to go to Europe for a little while. I don't really have anything tying me down here anymore; I could just pick up and go, technically. All I would really need to do is save some more, and get a Passport. Then I'd have to look into lodging. But what would I do once I got there? Get a job... and audition for stuff? I don't even audition for stuff here- what would make me do it there? Dammit. Maybe I'll just stay local, and take that acting class I want to take. My mom said she'd pay for it if I decided I wanted to do it, so I can't think of a reason why not.
Alright, I'm off. No one reads this anyway, so I don't know why I update. I feel very isolated lately. ::sigh::
"If you do not know where you are going, any road will take you there."
--Sterling Holloway, voice of Chesire Cat, Alice in Wonderland
Of course, I can't do that, because I need to save my money if I ever want to really have a place to live, and not just wobble between people's houses and apartments. When did I become a vagrant? I'm beginning to realize that I'm definitely not worried enough about my living situation. It's time to get that second job. Maybe I'll move out of state, and just commute into New York when I need to? It's starting to not sound so bad. Or maybe it's finally time to go to Europe for a little while. I don't really have anything tying me down here anymore; I could just pick up and go, technically. All I would really need to do is save some more, and get a Passport. Then I'd have to look into lodging. But what would I do once I got there? Get a job... and audition for stuff? I don't even audition for stuff here- what would make me do it there? Dammit. Maybe I'll just stay local, and take that acting class I want to take. My mom said she'd pay for it if I decided I wanted to do it, so I can't think of a reason why not.
Alright, I'm off. No one reads this anyway, so I don't know why I update. I feel very isolated lately. ::sigh::
"If you do not know where you are going, any road will take you there."
--Sterling Holloway, voice of Chesire Cat, Alice in Wonderland