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I have been having very irregular, violent and prety much retarded periods lately. I have an appointment to talk to my doctor on thursday at 2.
I also got pulled over and a ticket today. My first for both. I guess I didnt "knock on wood" enough. Whatever. I got a five over in a 55mph zone. No points, just a fine apparently. I will have to investiage and look to see if my insurance will go up because of it now. I was actually doing 79 in a 55. I dont really have any excuses. I was gonig to work, and I was jsut pissed I had to be driving so I figured the faster I go, the less I drive, the less pissed i am. I cant afford to get my eyes checked now.
I am a raging bitch. I had a clot bigger than a ping pong ball today. I havent clotted in a few years. Its this fucking birth control. I am just ready for it to go!
Also, I finished the cake for ht emost part. It looks terrible, I hope my mom stops pointing it out. I also hope she stops drinking. Shes such a retarded piece of crap when she drinks. She is just so useless.
Tomorrow is my sisters birthday and we got a phonecall home from RJ at boot camp. I am pretty happy the attention got shifted from me for a while-- until my aunt came over to drink with my mom and saw the ticket. Then the subject was brought back.
I called into work today. I told john i started my period, that i couldnt move and I wa sjust really emotional. I am going to tel him i went off my pills since i skipped a few (somewhat true) and the fluctuation is whats doing this. I am going to tell him about my ticket and how I just completely lost it when I got home (actually true). I really dont think i could have handled working today.
I also am gaining weight. And my face is breaking out worse than ever. Chad was picking my zits for me and I wanted to cry. I hate my skin, complexion....I just hate my face.
I also got pulled over and a ticket today. My first for both. I guess I didnt "knock on wood" enough. Whatever. I got a five over in a 55mph zone. No points, just a fine apparently. I will have to investiage and look to see if my insurance will go up because of it now. I was actually doing 79 in a 55. I dont really have any excuses. I was gonig to work, and I was jsut pissed I had to be driving so I figured the faster I go, the less I drive, the less pissed i am. I cant afford to get my eyes checked now.
I am a raging bitch. I had a clot bigger than a ping pong ball today. I havent clotted in a few years. Its this fucking birth control. I am just ready for it to go!
Also, I finished the cake for ht emost part. It looks terrible, I hope my mom stops pointing it out. I also hope she stops drinking. Shes such a retarded piece of crap when she drinks. She is just so useless.
Tomorrow is my sisters birthday and we got a phonecall home from RJ at boot camp. I am pretty happy the attention got shifted from me for a while-- until my aunt came over to drink with my mom and saw the ticket. Then the subject was brought back.
I called into work today. I told john i started my period, that i couldnt move and I wa sjust really emotional. I am going to tel him i went off my pills since i skipped a few (somewhat true) and the fluctuation is whats doing this. I am going to tell him about my ticket and how I just completely lost it when I got home (actually true). I really dont think i could have handled working today.
I also am gaining weight. And my face is breaking out worse than ever. Chad was picking my zits for me and I wanted to cry. I hate my skin, complexion....I just hate my face.