No one can make me feel the way you do?
Well its time fro cris to have another one of her rambling attacks upon you all.
I feel my life is going to where.
I just do well, basically nothing. I havent found a job, im not studying. And every time i get payed i seem to spend all my money on booze.
i mean hey i love drinking, but what am i spose to be doing for the rest of my life???
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??
i feel like im soething and not somebody.
i dont feel that ive become the person i should be today.
I mean WHO AM I ????
what defines the person i am or seem to be?
I love the people around me, God how i love them.
So many different people.So much for everyone to share and learn.
But then theres the selected few who i dont appreciate.NOT ONE BIT...
well lets define them shall we.
i dont appreciate people who lie backstab and cheat their way to this so-called " higher scene"
i dont like people called ERIN or seem to thing its cool to call themselves MAGDELENA MUSHROOM... 15 year old girls causing shit for older people is stupid.
Also another part of this rambling has yet to do with my LOVE life or lack of.
do you love me? really love me?
relationships are stupid. i mean people trying to tell me how much they care about me and then changing their freaking minds by doing some stupid thing is horrible and stupid.yes im blabbing away.
I find myself at another love crisis.
im completely confused with my emotions and who i actually care about. Who i actually can say you know your a great friend and i love you for that.
Its all very confusing my mind is a horrible mess.
And to all the GLAM ROCKERRR boys with tight pants who dont have live journal and their name starts with R.
you my dear, are too young for all of this. YOU havent seen enough in life to be making the decisions you are.
And maybe just maybe he will open up and i will see the real boy behind the mask.
im sure all your eyes are mighty tired now.
so ill leave saying in great words of my dear love KURT COBAIN
"its better to burn out, than to fade away"
also
"trying to be someone your not is a waste of the person you are"
salutations
♥ cris ♥
I feel my life is going to where.
I just do well, basically nothing. I havent found a job, im not studying. And every time i get payed i seem to spend all my money on booze.
i mean hey i love drinking, but what am i spose to be doing for the rest of my life???
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??
i feel like im soething and not somebody.
i dont feel that ive become the person i should be today.
I mean WHO AM I ????
what defines the person i am or seem to be?
I love the people around me, God how i love them.
So many different people.So much for everyone to share and learn.
But then theres the selected few who i dont appreciate.NOT ONE BIT...
well lets define them shall we.
i dont appreciate people who lie backstab and cheat their way to this so-called " higher scene"
i dont like people called ERIN or seem to thing its cool to call themselves MAGDELENA MUSHROOM... 15 year old girls causing shit for older people is stupid.
Also another part of this rambling has yet to do with my LOVE life or lack of.
do you love me? really love me?
relationships are stupid. i mean people trying to tell me how much they care about me and then changing their freaking minds by doing some stupid thing is horrible and stupid.yes im blabbing away.
I find myself at another love crisis.
im completely confused with my emotions and who i actually care about. Who i actually can say you know your a great friend and i love you for that.
Its all very confusing my mind is a horrible mess.
And to all the GLAM ROCKERRR boys with tight pants who dont have live journal and their name starts with R.
you my dear, are too young for all of this. YOU havent seen enough in life to be making the decisions you are.
And maybe just maybe he will open up and i will see the real boy behind the mask.
im sure all your eyes are mighty tired now.
so ill leave saying in great words of my dear love KURT COBAIN
"its better to burn out, than to fade away"
also
"trying to be someone your not is a waste of the person you are"
salutations
♥ cris ♥