lets recap
this weekend was my birthday. It was pretty interesting. not really the best one i can remember, but i dont want to be negative. It was nice to spend it with my grandparents. i really enjoy them. my grandfather just happened to lecture me, but its typical. i have been thinking a lot lately about what the heck i want to do with my life. derek leaves this summer and i really could stay here but there is no one to make sure im ok. i am debating on moving to salt lake to be near my grandparents. they will not be around forever, but i really do miss my folks. i kinda wanna move home AGAIN and get a place with my sister. I think she needs a way out sometimes and i would like to be that for her. any input would help, if anyone reads these things :). i dont want to move to arizona for my friends, i want to go for myself. i dont expect my life to be the same as it was when i was 17. it would be nice to have all that freedom and fun, but its a little unrealistic. i got proactiv last week and my face feels like rubber. haha. maybe it will look nice soon. i start my diet today and im really excited. i got a sweet ass work out vid. i think i am finally taking care of myself. we will see how it goes.
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