Sep 07, 2005 22:20
dang it's been like forever...
so my life has changed considerably since my last entry. for those fo you who don't know, I was accepted into law school, I'm now in Morgantown and in the middle of my third week. Nothing in undergraduate is equivalent to the amount of work i've done. all four years at tech do not equal what i've read since school started. I honestly love it tho. The first week was really rough, I was in a pretty bad place cuz everythign moved so fast. I found out two weeks beforeI had to move. So yea I was a big emotional mess. I miss everyone at home like crazy nothin will ever compare to the friendships I have/had with people at home. Some have changed, the ones that mattered have not. Even though I don't get to see everyone as much as I did before nothing changes the fact that I have people at home that are closer to me than family, and sometimes that's the only thing that keeps me going. That and the fact that my immediate family has been right there supporting me, it's really amazing. I don't want to go into details but somethings aren't what they should be, but when it came to this differences were put aside and everyone helped me and it really seemed to bring ppl together and that's a great feeling. Quick side note...Crash is the most amazing movie ever made, I'm watchin it now. Anyways, as far as Motown goes. anyone who knew me before I moved here knows how much I despised this peice of shit filthy fucking town, but honeslty i've met some amazing ppl here. It's weird...like I've been here 3 1/2 weeks n I feel like i kno some of these ppl for years. It's a totally different environment. I really am loving it. I'm glad I took the opportunity that was given to me. It sucks that I had to leave, but it's only three years, after three years we'll see what happens. I don't care what I end up doin I wanna be able to take care of my family, I'll sell my soul to the devil if i have to as long as i get my grandparents out of beards fork. speakin of the fork, yea pams house got attacked again by the same fuck that ran thru their bedroom...this is such horse shit...that's why i'm here...i'm up here to make a difference....as cliche and madonna as it sounds i want to change the world...before i die i want to make a difference. i dunno it sounds stupid but there are a lot of things in life that i jus feel called to do. i duno shit im headin out ... ill update some more later. just wanted to say that for the last few months my life has been totally amazing thanks to everyone thqat made it possible