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May 24, 2005 22:41

i cant take this shit anymore.

between greg, mike, chris & bryan.
its killing me. its slowly killing me.
i love greg, with my whole fucking heart, i honestly have never loved anybody as much as i loved him.
and i dont think i will ever love anybody as much as i loved him.
never again.
but im so scared of being hurt. its fucked up.

mike, fucked me over,
chris, i dont even know.
bryan's just my friend & is there for me

i know shit wont ever work out with me & greg again
and now that me & bryan are becoming good friends.. i dont know what to do.
i cant let myself fall for him, ever. gregs always going to be in the back of my mind.
he will always be in my heart, and now that greg fucking cant stand me anymore.. i don't know

i just dont fucking know anymore
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