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[_stoneinthesea_]

When she touches me I want to scrape off the top 20 layers of my skin and burn it and then jump on it and then bury it and then jump on it some more. I throw a fit every time she touches me or even talks to me. I can't hold in my anger any longer physically, I need to throw something or punch something hard or jump or scream and it's taking everything in me not to do those things. I haven't had a more miserable time than I have in the past 5 days alone with her than I have my whole life. I hate her more than I could have ever imagined and I don't want to deal with any of this anymore.

Goodnight
(Thanks grady for not wanting me to get into anymore trouble than I already am)