i'm empty
i have nothing left of me.. i'm just a shell. all of a sudden my whole world unravels and i'm left to pick up whats left and carry on.... Easier said than done i must admit.
i have nobody to run to when i'm feeling down. the one person i trusted with my life betrayed me..... although i do have a very SMALL amount of friends and family to lean on, its not what i want. i WANTED to have my nice little family and be secure there... i WANTED to grow old there.
a small piece of me wants to be done and move on, but another piece of me wants what i had before... with who i had it with.
good luck trying to figure me out, i cant even figure myself out.
i have nobody to run to when i'm feeling down. the one person i trusted with my life betrayed me..... although i do have a very SMALL amount of friends and family to lean on, its not what i want. i WANTED to have my nice little family and be secure there... i WANTED to grow old there.
a small piece of me wants to be done and move on, but another piece of me wants what i had before... with who i had it with.
good luck trying to figure me out, i cant even figure myself out.