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I have been so stressed out about this whoole moving situation.
First, the money. There will be a period of being unemployed and I hope that whatever scraps of money I am reciving from my family will be able to hold me over until the cash flow into my pocket begins.
second, Moving it's self. It is so hard to get people to help you move! But I have Billi driving the moving truck, rita and obi in her car and my mother and me in the jetta that has no cruise control or AC. That SUCKS. Not to mention that the moving truck is going to cost about a grand. UGh
THEN painting and orginizing and moving when we get to raleigh.
Thirdly, I am so sad to leave the people down here behind. They have been my world and so supportive and I am just up and leaving. Even though going to Raleigh is something I have wanted since i got here, and I know it will be better for me to be all grown up and on my own.
I have nightmares when i actualy do fall asleep, panic attacks, anxiety like you wouldnt believe and perscriptions to take care of it all... but it doesnt help. I cant stop stressing.
But I am excited as well. Our house is cute and is going to be made cuter from all the DIY hardworking furniture refinishing and building I have been doing.
UGH
Ill be ok.
First, the money. There will be a period of being unemployed and I hope that whatever scraps of money I am reciving from my family will be able to hold me over until the cash flow into my pocket begins.
second, Moving it's self. It is so hard to get people to help you move! But I have Billi driving the moving truck, rita and obi in her car and my mother and me in the jetta that has no cruise control or AC. That SUCKS. Not to mention that the moving truck is going to cost about a grand. UGh
THEN painting and orginizing and moving when we get to raleigh.
Thirdly, I am so sad to leave the people down here behind. They have been my world and so supportive and I am just up and leaving. Even though going to Raleigh is something I have wanted since i got here, and I know it will be better for me to be all grown up and on my own.
I have nightmares when i actualy do fall asleep, panic attacks, anxiety like you wouldnt believe and perscriptions to take care of it all... but it doesnt help. I cant stop stressing.
But I am excited as well. Our house is cute and is going to be made cuter from all the DIY hardworking furniture refinishing and building I have been doing.
UGH
Ill be ok.