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so i love how LJ is just a bunch of drama these days...i mean you cant tell what ppl are trying to say bc well they are writing it not actually sayin it and things can be taken millions of diff. ways and if you're tryin to be sarcastic well that doesnt always work out...oh well whatever...thurs. i went wit josh to watch his brothers kid play baseball...gotta love watchin those 7-8 year olds tryin to play its weird im used to good baseball and goin back to that was kinda hard...but funny but oh man those kids are SOOO cute!! lol it was weird tho i kinda felt like i was goin to watch my kid play..hmm..but whatever..fri. after school i took josh food adn went home and slept..i didnt feel good at all that day...it really sucked...sat i had to go to some stupid coaching class which was pointless the guy was and is a psycho...and he told me stuff i already knew..oh well whatever...i got lunch for free...haha...and i saw nikki which was good cuz i havent seen her in forever...it was allie's prom and i was gonna go and take pics wit her but my mom and i had to run errands and stupid stuff like that so i couldnt go..i went home got dressed went to josh's and then went to kell's soccer game froze my ASS off..oh and i was the only sober one for a couple hours..god do i hate that..well we left went to go get food at o'charleys it was really good they just took FOREVER...then we left and went back to joshs and i smoked for the first time in months i took 2 hits and i was high..hahah wow it was funnny...but yea now i wanna smoke again i hate that...and then allie and greg came home...well i guess it is like a second home to me...but anyways at 4:00 and yea i thought it was like 2 and yea whatever it was funny but i passed out again..we woke up in the am allie was gone...it was weird...and then i left and went home and tried to do hw...oh and then ppl said they would call and they didnt and then when i finally called them they were too busy to talk and then they text me at 1:05 in the am asking if im still up...YUP of course i am...hell the fuck no im not...im sleeping passed out sleeping bc oh wait i DO have school tomorrow...i get to school today and LHS spray painted shit all over our school like vulgar shit..i mean they could jus write lsh blah blah blha but seniors 05 suck deez nuts...and drawing penis' everywhere is a lil much...but hell they are bout to get some payback ... hahaha it will be funny as hell!!!! even tho my face will be covered up...bc hmm i think the police are bout to get involved bc our cameras were on...and if they were dumb enough to not cover their faces well then they hsould get caught...haha they spray painted the brick ahha cracks me up...and the windows and doors...lol good old school rivalry...PAY BACK is all i can say!!! hell yea bitches!!!!

i love you *xoxox*

man i cant stand school right now...GET ME OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!