life and everything after
It is currently 5:40 in the morning, and I've been awake almost an hour. I absolutely love what I do, but the dark gets tiring, and this morning my alarm kept going off during dreams that I wanted to be having. Even now, two cups of coffee mixed with hot chocolate later (a rarity for someone who only drinks tea in the mornings) my bed is still calling.
The snow disturbed me yesterday.
Oh, it was lovely enough, to be sure. But I need time to accept change, and neither my body nor my mind were ready for Winter yet. I was still gliding slowly into the acceptance of fall, coming to peace with the inevitable onset of winter and everything that comes with it. The cold, the snow, the horrible drivers (Jim and I almost got rear-ended three times yesterday) the wet boots, coats, everything, that special mood I get into come the frozen months. I am one of those melancholy people that don't get enough sunlight in winter, and should go to Florida or hibernate. So winter is not what I was ready for, and my tiny little charge and I were playing outside and this very interesting wall of snow overtook us. Seriously- the weather was crazy yesterday. You could see the walls of snow coming- these dark sheets of weather just meandering up the farmfields, shutting out the sunlight until they eventually overtook the ward and covered you in blankets of quickly falling snow. I was kind of afraid there was going to be a freak winter onset tornado or something.
I'll have to tell you all about the spiders later. I have to go to work now, and later is the CD release party. Tera- I got my shirt for 3 bucks!
I've decided to go somewhat journal open for a while, see how that goes.
Happy Friday the 13th everyone- these tend to be my lucky days.
The snow disturbed me yesterday.
Oh, it was lovely enough, to be sure. But I need time to accept change, and neither my body nor my mind were ready for Winter yet. I was still gliding slowly into the acceptance of fall, coming to peace with the inevitable onset of winter and everything that comes with it. The cold, the snow, the horrible drivers (Jim and I almost got rear-ended three times yesterday) the wet boots, coats, everything, that special mood I get into come the frozen months. I am one of those melancholy people that don't get enough sunlight in winter, and should go to Florida or hibernate. So winter is not what I was ready for, and my tiny little charge and I were playing outside and this very interesting wall of snow overtook us. Seriously- the weather was crazy yesterday. You could see the walls of snow coming- these dark sheets of weather just meandering up the farmfields, shutting out the sunlight until they eventually overtook the ward and covered you in blankets of quickly falling snow. I was kind of afraid there was going to be a freak winter onset tornado or something.
I'll have to tell you all about the spiders later. I have to go to work now, and later is the CD release party. Tera- I got my shirt for 3 bucks!
I've decided to go somewhat journal open for a while, see how that goes.
Happy Friday the 13th everyone- these tend to be my lucky days.