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i'm sitting at work, technically projecting.
but i'm really just sitting.
i would like to smoke a cigarette, but i can't leave and i should have quit by now.
matt's been in florida for the past 5 days and i've been sad to say the least. but he's going to be back in a few hours so allll is well.
apparently sva has a 56% female rate.
whatever. don't care. this isn't FIT. or a technical/trade school. it's only right that we're almost 50/50.
my grandma went into surgery today. i haven't written about it yet but they removed her tumor, and two thirds of her stomach. as well as whatever was wrong with her gall bladder.
it's kind of scary. she's in ICU for the rest of the week and my parents are going to see her on thursday. yep. both of them flying into bulgaria. i wish i could go and see her but i cannot afford it and neither can my parents, and at least i saw her two months ago.
that and i have too many jobs going on right now, as well as that school thing.
god it feels like matt and i were there just yesterday. partially because the good weather followed us everywhere. seriously.
school is starting soon but i'm not dreading it. especially since i spent a majority of my summer here. in fact maybe even all of it except for europe.
damn matt and a/v and summer classes. sucking my life away.
oh yeah and that internship. or slaveship, if you will.
another half hour of this presentation and then i have another one to take care of. after i smoke me a ciggy. and then poof. matt will be home.
i need to switch my schedule around so much it hurts my head to think about it.
and i need to yell at my insurance company.
and deposit these fucking checks for atoa.
but i'm really just sitting.
i would like to smoke a cigarette, but i can't leave and i should have quit by now.
matt's been in florida for the past 5 days and i've been sad to say the least. but he's going to be back in a few hours so allll is well.
apparently sva has a 56% female rate.
whatever. don't care. this isn't FIT. or a technical/trade school. it's only right that we're almost 50/50.
my grandma went into surgery today. i haven't written about it yet but they removed her tumor, and two thirds of her stomach. as well as whatever was wrong with her gall bladder.
it's kind of scary. she's in ICU for the rest of the week and my parents are going to see her on thursday. yep. both of them flying into bulgaria. i wish i could go and see her but i cannot afford it and neither can my parents, and at least i saw her two months ago.
that and i have too many jobs going on right now, as well as that school thing.
god it feels like matt and i were there just yesterday. partially because the good weather followed us everywhere. seriously.
school is starting soon but i'm not dreading it. especially since i spent a majority of my summer here. in fact maybe even all of it except for europe.
damn matt and a/v and summer classes. sucking my life away.
oh yeah and that internship. or slaveship, if you will.
another half hour of this presentation and then i have another one to take care of. after i smoke me a ciggy. and then poof. matt will be home.
i need to switch my schedule around so much it hurts my head to think about it.
and i need to yell at my insurance company.
and deposit these fucking checks for atoa.