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[_stephani_]

I'm ready to give up on this. it's all just.. getting old.. I'm done thinking that permenency exsists.. I'm ready for things to change at a moments notice, because that's how it always happens.. Jaded doesn't even begin to fit this equation. I just want to be done.. I want to be stable.. I want to be sane again.

I'm also ready for a change of scenery.... California scenery sounds pretty good.