Apr 27, 2005 22:53
This has ben by far the WoRsT night EVER! Everything that can go wrong is going wrong.
I said some shit to Marissa that i shouldnt of.. and i kinda wish i didnt.. becuase Marissa is like one of my best friends and i love her DeArLy! Its just she really pissed me off, and i knew how she felt about what i said but i still said it. God. im so StUpId!
Me and Ashley are somewhat fighting.. but owell cuz i am mad at her somewhat from the letter she wrote me so what ever. and i honestly dont care weather or not thinks are 100% perfect between me and her becuase she lied to me.. ( Linds was right!!!!)
And yeah ima be staright forward... i told Katie AND Lindsey what Ashley said becuase it was fucked up. Lindsey is post to be her cuzin... i mena u dont talk shit like that about your cuzin. And I told Lindseys i talked shit about her, i meanat least im honest.
And about Katie, dont get me wrong... me and katie are the best of friends right now.. but i member when me and katie were like best friends i told her that no matter what if someone was talking shit about her i would tell her. and so i did. And im sorry if Ashley hates me for that... but she just need to whatch what she says about ppl in frount of me..
And the whole Kayla thing.. i dont even know.. i fucked up.. i mean i can understand somewhat why shes mad. i just want to talk to her and get everythign all staraighted out.. thats all im asking for.. cuz i hate when ppl are mad at me.
On a better note... I hung out with Jamie today.. i had obers amount of fun. It was awsome! YAY! Well Guys..i gotta get going.. becuase yeah i can hardly tell what im typing becuase my eyes are so watery.
Love ya Always...
Stephanie Lynn!
I Love You Anne! You helped me out so much today during 5th hour~!