Apr 11, 2005 22:19
Hey ya guys. whats up? not much here. just got home from Jamies.. justin just dropped me off!hes so sweet~! anyways..
i dont even care anymore. i spent 1 1/2 hours crying over matt yesterday.. and im so sick of it. i mean i need to stop. i need to tall him how i feel but i dontknow how i can just tell himi wanna be with him its not that easy. if only he new how much i liked him. i would give that boy everyting. thats how much ilike him. no im not gonna wait forever for him and if another guy does comealong then im gonna tak the chance of losing my chances with matt.. but idk. im so confussed.
Liek honeslty he is the only guy that i really want to be wiht. i dont know why i like him so much.. i really dont.. i dont know if its cuz the way were are when we are together or because .. idk..
Yeah i mean Jamies gonna try and hook me up with one of he friends.. but im still gonna want to be with matt. unless if the person makes a big impact on me.. so i dont know?!?!?!?! im so confussed!
well ima go so i will talk to you later.. i love you guys.. xoxoxoxox~!
~*Stephanie Lynn*~
ps. i love me some J~Me and her J~Money~!
I love me some Rissa_Cake too~!
Jamie is so lucky to have someone like Justin. I mean the person i loved .. i lost~! and i will always love him.. but could never be with him again~!