hmmm
so i've started dreaming again.
nothing too crazy, my mind doesnt really wander that far unless i'm awake. but i have started dreaming about normal things that could happen any given day, which is fucking with my head because i dont know what has actually happened or what i am dreaming about anymore.
also, i have been known to dream about stuff and it happening precisely (in real life) as i imagined, making me experience deja vu.
had a really nice dream last night, i guess it must have been in the future, because things were a lot more peaceful and gotten back to normal (whatever that is) . i'm looking forward to this deja vu sequence, because it was probably the best dream/thought ive had in awhile at least regarding this whole situation.
also, ive felt kind of helpless recently, because for the first time in my life, i cannot help something that i care about. all i want to do is make things better, but i know that just me being there makes it worse, which has never been the case. it's in my nature to help, so this is killing me on the inside.
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i want you to get better. you can do this, i know you can.
i wish you immense amounts of positive vibes and thoughts.
please let me know if there is anything i can do
i'm always here for you, i hope you know that.
nothing too crazy, my mind doesnt really wander that far unless i'm awake. but i have started dreaming about normal things that could happen any given day, which is fucking with my head because i dont know what has actually happened or what i am dreaming about anymore.
also, i have been known to dream about stuff and it happening precisely (in real life) as i imagined, making me experience deja vu.
had a really nice dream last night, i guess it must have been in the future, because things were a lot more peaceful and gotten back to normal (whatever that is) . i'm looking forward to this deja vu sequence, because it was probably the best dream/thought ive had in awhile at least regarding this whole situation.
also, ive felt kind of helpless recently, because for the first time in my life, i cannot help something that i care about. all i want to do is make things better, but i know that just me being there makes it worse, which has never been the case. it's in my nature to help, so this is killing me on the inside.
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i want you to get better. you can do this, i know you can.
i wish you immense amounts of positive vibes and thoughts.
please let me know if there is anything i can do
i'm always here for you, i hope you know that.