Jan 11, 2010 20:00
i couldnt sleep last night for obvious reasons. not a wink.
right now i'm exhausted after a really hectic first day of class, plus this whole debacle.
it really really hurts. more than ive been subjected to in my 21 years of existence.
but i'm going to believe it's for the best and had to be done.
i cannot force how i feel, because lord knows i tried.
i could not lie, because i will never do that in a relationship, even if it causes it to end
it doesn't mean i didn't love or care, because i did, and always will
you couldn't fake the thing we had
but somethings happen that you cannot predict or plan.
in the end, the universe will fix it self.
i hope it will get easier, for him and me.