roar i hate suffolk
i have been trying for the past hour to apply to a)hofstra and b)hunter college. the computers at school today are running really slow and i dont know why and im getting very frustrated. i am working on 2 computers. the one im on right now and the one next to me and niether are loading. i have to apply to colleges within the next 2 weeks or im screwed. im really scared and stressed out and the funny thing is i dont even remember being this stressed when i applied to college after high school, i applied to only 2 schools, one i didnt even want to go to and i didnt even really get nervous about it. i guess doing it the second time around is kind of harder because in high school everyone helped you with everything and now i kinda have to do this on my own. i just want to get it all over with and get accepted some where and be able to be excited about it. i want to live in a dorm room again, and have a roomate who hopefully doesnt suck. :/ sorry this is rant-like but ive been kinda stressed out lately.