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yeh im realy not liking life rite now............it jus plain sux........o yeh and srry i havent updated in awhile i had nuthin to say...still dont.....o well.......ill try...........so yeh........................i mite not go tohs....i mite go to Indian Hills (continuation 4 LVUSD).....yap it sux...i gotta bring my grades up........so yeh........u kno i hanvet seen my friends in like a month.......i dont think they really care tho....i hate to admit....but........im feelin a lil left out..i donno srry.im jus not in a great mood....not realy lookin forward to christmas either.....i sorta hate it.....i donno y.....if i dont get ne presents.........i wouldnt ive a shit..i jus sit there and watch ppl be all happy and cheerful and excited they got wut they fucking wanted and seein there smiles on there fukin faces.......*gag*............im in like the worse mood ever.......i need a hobby......drinkin is a good hobby or mabe smokin??........no i hate da smell of cigarettes AND pot...i cant stand it....but i do like drinking........but i cant do dat either...damn melanie and every1....y did they take my drinkin privaleges away DAMN U!.......so yeh wut else is there to talk about.....hmm...i like this girl...i think im not quite sure yet.....(ive noticed i put alot of dots afta everyfukin sentence...lolol did it again).....wen i see her wit her friends she is like sorta stuck up cuz u kno she hangs out wit da "popular" crowd.....but wen me and her jus hangout she is like so awesome.....she is very hott too.....and beautiful......but i donno.......its jus weird........yeh im gonna go fuck myself over by punchin a wall and breakin my wrist.....or maybe ill watch tv........tv sounds less painful..........................................................................................................yeh w/e bye...........................uh oh time to go fuck a coconut(lolol...inside joke ppl dont ask)