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srry havent updated in awhile cuz i figure no1 cares about me so yeh.............ill tell u wuts goin on.......................from September 19th to da 23rd of August was da happiest time of my life....but from da 24th its been shitty.....i hate my life it means nuthin to me or ne1else............da only thing i dont hate about my life are sum of my friends..........most of my friends hate me..........i dont blame them but dats kool cuz i jus convinced most of my friends dat im an asshole wich means dat my life wont matter to them cuz they hate me!! yay!!.......y does my life suck so much ass.........it does..........i cant stand it ne more.......i wish it would get better....i thought it was better wen i was goin out wit Catherine.but then she broke up wit me and i kno she doesnt wanna be wit me.........so yeh........it sux tho cuz i still like soooooooooooo much.......and i cant help it.............there has been other girls in my mind........but wont say..........but catherine is still da main one i think about.......i cant get over her.....it is sooo fuckin hard................im serious.........i jus i donno........and 2day i found out anuda friend hates me YAY!!! this goes great wit me cuz u kno i am an asshole and i know i treated her like shit at da game and i am truly srry about it .........i dont think she'll 4give me tho...........yeh she was a great friend.........she got me through days......wen i wanted to like hurt myself.....thank god 4 her..............she is one great friend......its my loss........her gain.........ok well i g2g bye..i hate my life i jsu want it to get better plez help me to get it better