saturday almost didnt make it...
the anger is the point. you just dont quite understand that yet, and really, its ok. im not going to hold that against you.
i mean, i cant expect everyone to just "get it" right away. it took a long time for me to reach this point. the point of no return as some would like to say. but really...fuck it. like it matters. and like anyone really cares. i guess thats kind of what its all about anyway.
go to church.
go to school.
eat your food groups, your meats and dairy, your breads.
do your homework.
brush your teeth and clean behind your ears.
say your prayers at night.
listen to your teachers and read all the pages in that textbook.
play the piano, not the guitar.
look both ways before crossing the street...
and whatever you do...for gods sakes...just dont...
go staggering blind fucking drunk into your house and throw everything off the walls in your room, and smash your television (like that matters) and call up everyone in your life who ever fucked you over, who ever lied to you, the fuckers that stole your c.d.'s that one time, who cheated on you, who made you doubt yourself and everyone around, who fired you from a job you actually like and were good at...dont call them and tell them just how well of you have been and how happy you are with you life, that you are thankful that they helped you learn how to be an arrogant, ignorant, selfish, spoiled fucking brat with no concern for the world and no interest in social matters. thank them for helping you to acheive such a disgusting level of complacency, one where you are finally so blissfully lost in your material possessions and superficial life that you no longer have any concern for the fact that our world is dying, that people in our neighboring countries are fighting for their lives, that our world leaders are more concerned with being flipped off by school bus drivers than the situations overseas that are creating world tensions and escalating wars.
that people are starving.
that people are dying of curable diseases.
that people are homeless.
that racism still exists.
that classism is the foundation of our country.
that we are slowly sinking into a hole we will never climb out of...
yeah...dont ever do that. you wouldnt want to ruin their day.
deep breath, insert here. if you survived that lengthy diatribe of nothingness, maybe just try this on as well.
i dont give a fuck about any of your parties, any of your movies and concerts. i could care less about your goddamn new fashion trends and i sure as fuck dont care who paris hilton fucked last weekend.
does that make me an asshole? maybe...
then again...maybe there are more important things in life. just maybe.
and you read that first part correctly. i dont expect you to understand, just maybe to listen for a bit. take that ipod earphone out of your ear and look around. that goes for you too punk rocker. and you too skateboarder. and you too cheerleader and coach. and you teacher and professor. you as well undergrad. and you mothers and fathers and brothers and sisters.
your counter culture is dead...its been bought and sold time and time again and now its SAFE and marketable. your schools are lies, they arent safe...tell me why that is? i dare you to give me a good answer.
the education system doesnt work you say? whos fault is that? why dont you ask the people mining oil in the middle east what happened to last falls override for education on the ballot? maybe they can tell us why it got voted down and why my dad is still working after 33 years.
your scene isnt original anymore. mohawks became faux-hawks a few years back. yeah, what the fuck was my response too.
bling bling? more like boring as fuck copycat mass produced artists. at least eazy e scared the shit out of upper class white people...what a joke.
and jocks are still jocks...and assholes will probably run this place till the day we all die from meltdown...
but at least i know where i stand.
and im not afraid to admit that i know you are all full of shit.
good luck swallowing that one fucker.
i mean, i cant expect everyone to just "get it" right away. it took a long time for me to reach this point. the point of no return as some would like to say. but really...fuck it. like it matters. and like anyone really cares. i guess thats kind of what its all about anyway.
go to church.
go to school.
eat your food groups, your meats and dairy, your breads.
do your homework.
brush your teeth and clean behind your ears.
say your prayers at night.
listen to your teachers and read all the pages in that textbook.
play the piano, not the guitar.
look both ways before crossing the street...
and whatever you do...for gods sakes...just dont...
go staggering blind fucking drunk into your house and throw everything off the walls in your room, and smash your television (like that matters) and call up everyone in your life who ever fucked you over, who ever lied to you, the fuckers that stole your c.d.'s that one time, who cheated on you, who made you doubt yourself and everyone around, who fired you from a job you actually like and were good at...dont call them and tell them just how well of you have been and how happy you are with you life, that you are thankful that they helped you learn how to be an arrogant, ignorant, selfish, spoiled fucking brat with no concern for the world and no interest in social matters. thank them for helping you to acheive such a disgusting level of complacency, one where you are finally so blissfully lost in your material possessions and superficial life that you no longer have any concern for the fact that our world is dying, that people in our neighboring countries are fighting for their lives, that our world leaders are more concerned with being flipped off by school bus drivers than the situations overseas that are creating world tensions and escalating wars.
that people are starving.
that people are dying of curable diseases.
that people are homeless.
that racism still exists.
that classism is the foundation of our country.
that we are slowly sinking into a hole we will never climb out of...
yeah...dont ever do that. you wouldnt want to ruin their day.
deep breath, insert here. if you survived that lengthy diatribe of nothingness, maybe just try this on as well.
i dont give a fuck about any of your parties, any of your movies and concerts. i could care less about your goddamn new fashion trends and i sure as fuck dont care who paris hilton fucked last weekend.
does that make me an asshole? maybe...
then again...maybe there are more important things in life. just maybe.
and you read that first part correctly. i dont expect you to understand, just maybe to listen for a bit. take that ipod earphone out of your ear and look around. that goes for you too punk rocker. and you too skateboarder. and you too cheerleader and coach. and you teacher and professor. you as well undergrad. and you mothers and fathers and brothers and sisters.
your counter culture is dead...its been bought and sold time and time again and now its SAFE and marketable. your schools are lies, they arent safe...tell me why that is? i dare you to give me a good answer.
the education system doesnt work you say? whos fault is that? why dont you ask the people mining oil in the middle east what happened to last falls override for education on the ballot? maybe they can tell us why it got voted down and why my dad is still working after 33 years.
your scene isnt original anymore. mohawks became faux-hawks a few years back. yeah, what the fuck was my response too.
bling bling? more like boring as fuck copycat mass produced artists. at least eazy e scared the shit out of upper class white people...what a joke.
and jocks are still jocks...and assholes will probably run this place till the day we all die from meltdown...
but at least i know where i stand.
and im not afraid to admit that i know you are all full of shit.
good luck swallowing that one fucker.