god almighty what the fuck happened to you
didnt go to school again
but yeah..look what i got from dustin..
Message from iDECAY111 @ [Wed, May 19, 3:55 am EST]: hey... i think u deserve an explanation.. and i also need 2 explain myself. ok first of all the kiss, i promis 2 u it was not 2 use u, i did NOT do that just bc "i knew i culd" i promis u that on everything we had ok? the reason was that just.. looking into ur eyes again, and having u in my arms, it just made me remember so much stuff... and it made me realize how long ive been gone.. and idk but i do still love you. and i miss you so much ill talk 2 u when im off grounding ok? unless u come over ashleys er sumthin again... i love you..
uuhm so yeh, now im just even more confused..
i just dont understand how you can look at me like that but tell me we cant be together, how you can hold me in your arms and tell me im everything...and how you whispered so softly for me not to leave...when i wasnt even there in the first place..
dont leave me now, beautiful*
-ash
but yeah..look what i got from dustin..
Message from iDECAY111 @ [Wed, May 19, 3:55 am EST]: hey... i think u deserve an explanation.. and i also need 2 explain myself. ok first of all the kiss, i promis 2 u it was not 2 use u, i did NOT do that just bc "i knew i culd" i promis u that on everything we had ok? the reason was that just.. looking into ur eyes again, and having u in my arms, it just made me remember so much stuff... and it made me realize how long ive been gone.. and idk but i do still love you. and i miss you so much ill talk 2 u when im off grounding ok? unless u come over ashleys er sumthin again... i love you..
uuhm so yeh, now im just even more confused..
i just dont understand how you can look at me like that but tell me we cant be together, how you can hold me in your arms and tell me im everything...and how you whispered so softly for me not to leave...when i wasnt even there in the first place..
dont leave me now, beautiful*
-ash