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dear diary,
mood: apathetic
my life is just spiriling downwards.
no but seriously...
i need to change everything about me. the way i have been lately is nothing short of disgustingly depressing. i started biting my nails again like its my job and eating. i miss feeling awesome and saying "i am lauren fucking clark, hear me fucking roar." i need to get back to that. and i have to STOP SAYING I HATE MY LIFE.
and, of course, like every other girl...
i want a boy to hold my hand.
mood: apathetic
my life is just spiriling downwards.
no but seriously...
i need to change everything about me. the way i have been lately is nothing short of disgustingly depressing. i started biting my nails again like its my job and eating. i miss feeling awesome and saying "i am lauren fucking clark, hear me fucking roar." i need to get back to that. and i have to STOP SAYING I HATE MY LIFE.
and, of course, like every other girl...
i want a boy to hold my hand.