Dec 04, 2005 23:30
i know i've said this before but...
i hate my life. lol.
Winter is one of my favorite seasons and of course, i'm alone again. Which usually is no big deal. But maybe it's all of those dumb christmas movies i've been watching about love and snow and alltheotherfuckingbullshit. but i don't know, i was kinda hoping this year would be different.
What is it about assholes that make me drawn to them. It's like, call me a bitch, ignore me, tell me i'm gaining weight and i'll probably fall for you, no not probably, i will.
My life is my job, school, and sleep. Oh, and musn't forget eating. Which leads me to the next topic.
I HAVE TO STOP EATING MY FEELINGS IN WENDY'S, AND I AM SICK OF GIVING MY PAYCHECKS TO FOOD. SJDHGJKHDGDSFH.
I'm going to go sleep now and not have dreams. I DON'T EVEN HAVE SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIPS IN MY OWN FUCKING DREAMS. PUT THAT IN YOUR BACK POCKET.
over and out, bitches.
and im not bitter. im just...existing.